Broken

Is it love ?

*5:30am* I get up and stare into space reminding myself of the messed up person I am. I go into the bathroom to go and get ready for school.
*6:15* I put on my light blue skinny jeans with a slightly big green top with a pair of black converse. I go downstairs to eat and I see my Mom and Dad talking and eating, what it looks like, pancake and egg. There wasn't a plate for me so I just left and go outside to my bus stop.
~Ding ding~
I look on my phone and see: 
                                    Mom
"Why didn't you eat with us honey ?"
"I didn't see a plate for myself so I just left🤷🏾‍♀️"
"There was a plate but your going to be late if you come back for it, so eat
something at school."

I walked and looked on the message and *bam* out of nowhere this boy, he looks like the height of 6"6, I bump into him. Me being my 5"3, he is a mofo giant, so I stepped back slowly and said sorry. Looking up on his face I stopped suddenly, like I just walked into a big rock, he has light brown skin, he has light brown eyes,  with black hair. I could feel the many butterflies flying in my tummy as if they were blind. He cleared his throat and at that time I realize I was staring at him the bus came the same time, so I hurriedly run into the bus
and thinking about How fool I am *internally hitting myself* I sat in the middle of the bus where nobody sits but me. I plugged in my earphone playing the song, Winter by Khalid minding my own business then I realized someone was....