❤"The Boy I use To know" (A Princeton Love story)❤

chapter 4: why???

Breshia's P.O.V.

This morning I woke up happier than usual. I was going to go see Jacob today! Ever since last night, I have been smiling nonstop. I jumped out the bed a took a shower and washed my hair. Once I got out, I put on some camouflage leggings, a white tank top that says "Breshia" and a jean jacket over it. I put on some white timberland boots. After I got done, I went downstairs and my mom wasn't here; like always. I fixed me some honey nut cheerios and sat in front of the TV and watched SpongeBob until it was time for me to go to see Jacob. My phone rung and it was my mom.

"Hello?' I answered

"Hey Bre" my mom replied happily.

"Hey ma". I said

"Hunnie you got home late last night and I never got a chance to tell you, but I'm gone on a business trip for a few weeks. I put $20,000 on your card so that should last you until I'm back."

"okay ma. I'll call you later. Love you" I said

"okay, love you too Bre". She spoke before she hung up.

Well at least I have money. I'm sad that my mom is on a business trip but I'm use to it. I wish me and my mom spent more time together. I shook the negative thoughts out of my head and I got happy again when I realized that it was 12:00. I get to go see Jacob now!! I grabbed my phone and my house keys and walked out the house. I made my way towards Jacobs's house and knocked on the door. After about 15 seconds his mom answered the door.

"Hey Bre". She politely greeted as she pulled me in for a hug.

"Hey mama" I replied. She is like a second mom to me.

"What you doing over here so early on this fine day." She asked.

"I came to see Jacob. Is he up?" I said smiling. Just then her warm smile went from happy, to sad, to worried. My smile quickly changed.

"He didn't tell you did it?" she asked while rubbing her temples and shaking her head.

"Tell me what?" I replied looking just as worried as her.

"Come in sweetheart" she said as she moved to the side letting me in. The fragrance of cinnamon and apples hit me. I always loved coming to Jacobs's house because it always smelled so homey, and everything was beige, brown and white. I sat on the couch and Mama Theresa sat next to me and grabbed my hand.

"Honey yesterday when yall came from the concert, Jacob told me that a man named Walter approached him in the bathroom and told him that he had what it takes to be in a new boy band. He gave Walter my number and Walter called and asked me if it was okay if Jacob could be in the group. I knew that Jacob has always wanted to be a star since he was like 3, so I told him that it was okay. Well Walter said that they were leaving for LA at 6:30 the next morning." She stated.

"I specifically asked him did he inform you that he was leaving and he told me yes. Dos Mios! Juro por mi vida, ese niño es tan duro hacia!!!!!! el earks del demonio. Espere hasta que hablé con él. Im que va a patear el culo" she yelled angrily.

Just as she stated all of that, my heart seemed like it crumbled into 1000 pieces. I can't believe him. Why didn't he tell me? Im so angry at him. I hate him so much right now. I thought he loved me. Why???? I didn't even notice that I was crying until Mama Theresa wiped my tears. I couldn't even manage to get any words out and she knew that. She pulled me into a hug and patted my back. I just want to crawl under a rock and die.

"don't cry Hermosa" she said as she rocked me side to side.

"How could he just leave me? We promised that we will never leave each other." I said while still crying. She looked at me full of sympathy.

"Im just going to go home and go to sleep. Maybe when I wake up, it would all just be a dream." I said while getting up.

"I wish it was all a dream Bre. I really do." She said while she walked me the door. "Call me if you need anything okay." She said.

"okay." I said before I left out the door. I walked to my house and unlocked my door and put my phone and keys on the coffee table and jumped on the sofa. I screamed to the top of my lungs and cried. I just wanted to break something. How could he just leave? I decided to call him to see what he had to say. I dialed his number and put the phone to my ear.

"you have been sent to automaticated voicemessage system . Please leave your message at the sound of the beep."

So he leaves and then sends me to voicemail. Okay! I went to the kitchen and found a knife. I put the knife to my wrist and cut it. It hurted like hell but at the same time it was quite relaxing. All the anger inside of me is being let out. Jacob wants to forget about me and become a new person; well I can do the same thing. From now on I am a brand new girl.

~To Be Continued~

~Breshia~

Questions:

1. Is Jacob wrong for not telling Bre that he was leaving?

2. What does Bre mean when she says she is going to be a "brand new girl"?

3. What would you have done if you were Bre?

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