Like the beginning says with the "sinking feeling". What i mean by that is you feel like something is not finished, like you told someone something and you forgot a tiny detail and then it bothers you that entire day, night, or even years if you have extreme anxiety like me. But the sinking feeling for me is relationships, for the longest time I wanted someone to call my own but everytime I did it either crashed and burned within 2 weeks or I had lied about liking them but I never admitted why i dated until less than a few weeks ago. This girl before everything went to shit for me (and the reason it went to shit) I liked alot, like I loved her, I never told her how I felt until it was to late and I had already moved away to Cascade. I told her that I loved her and she said she did to and I could have never been more happy. Next day though she said that she actually didnt and that she lied. I was shattered beyond belief and thought I would never find anyone like her again but i kept living with that until I couldn't handle it anymore and went to the doctor to get the help i need and still need. I strayed way off the spectrum for what i really meant but hopefully what I said on this leaves a mark in your heart
