Hi I'm Jamie I'm 16 ½ my birthday is January 31st 2001
, I am a girl by the way. I know boys are usually named Jamie my dad James chose that name. I know that if my mother had survived childbirth she would have totally said no. From the story's my dad told me she was really beautiful ,soft spoken he says. I got my blue eyes from her "that's how she caught me " he always says, "eyes like the ocean the just pull you in" but I don't believe that my eyes are a vibrant blue tealish color. it's been awhile since we've talked about my mother. I guess he doesn't want the reminder that she's gone, he's got a new girlfriend I guess that contributes to it too. Other than with my god mom no one ever talks about her anymore.
I love going to my god moms house she lives in the best neighborhood. All my friends live there. Maybe it's because it's fun with a park and swimming pool or maybe it's because that Block head Jacob. All the girls think he's so hot and athletic but really he's none of that to me. Jiis twin is Ethan. Ethan is the better twin, quiet sweet. I've liked him since we were seven ;when they first moved here, I remember going with my god mom to his house to give them some fresh baked cookies. I remember them smelling so good and begging her to give me one. She
doesn't have to give me a whole piece,
with just a crumb I'd be satisfied. " please mar mar"Mar Mar is what i called her when i was a kid, her real name was Mary she was the best substitute mom anyone can ever have "she said "It's not for you, j2 it's for the new neighbors they have two twin boys around your age" I rolled my eyes "I don't care it's not like we would ever talk " "I guess" she said "but at the least introduce them to that friend of yours what's his name " "Israel" i said. Israel has bin my best friend since as long as I can remember he knows my first crushes everything he's a year older than me but he's always bin there "I bet they would make great friends you think" no I don't think is what I wanted to tell her he my best friend and mine but the only thing that came out was "yea I guess " I guess I was just scared I wanted him to be my friend and my friend only bffs forever I lost to many friends to new kids moving in i hoped these boys are different. After Mary finished wrapping the plate in plastic we headed off to their house
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The love conflict
RomanceA girls diary entries about her secrets love life and her special thoughts about the two twin boys on her block who she has known since they moved in when they were young now they are 16 now let's see how feelings are recognized.
