backup Dancer (Bts×jimin)

how it happened

(A/n just the starter chapter its short and there is nothing special a bout it I promise other chapters will be longer)

Also please be aware English is not my first language so I might make a lot of mistakes without even knowing so I apologize, and I'd appreciate if you correct my misspellings in comments instead of telling me I have horrible grammar because it hurts my feelings

(This is rewriten)

jimin was hyperventilating, he couldn't think straight he couldn't believe the situation he was in he wasn't ready for this.

"come on jimin!" his teammates persisted.

"but i already have a lead part, i can't take an other one especially not noona's"

"i don't even know the choreo " he added

"you can do a cover or even one of choreo's you did in collage!"

"but why meeee?!" jimin whined

"because, because you're jimin you're the best...." they tried

"i'm not! please don't make me do this"

he wasn't ready and he didn't want to embarrass himself. he didn't even sign up for one lead part but they persuaded him. he is nervous it's his first time on a stage and it was going to determine his fate! either his dream was going to come true or it wasn't. and if he messed up it would be the latter and he didn't want that not after what he had to go through just to get here.

"you know they'll judge us as a team if we're missing a requirement it would end us all" he pressed. jimin just couldn't let his team down he sighed and could see his teammates starting to smile reading his face.

"fine" they started cheering and he could only put his head on his hand.

(After the trainee/ish group arrives to the event -an event i made up where people can preform in front of entertainment companies agents / recruiters / talent finders in hopes of getting signed )

Chosing a bts song to preform to replace his noona's part because he has their choreo's memorized best he was beyond excited but he could also feel himself drowning in anxiety.
But as soon as the music started he was lost, he lost his senses and let the music lead him like it was a puppeteer. many people gawked and watched (more like stared) admiring the flow of his movements and how smooth he made it seem. it looked spontaneous you'd think he was one with the music.

once the song ended he was left there breathing heavily.

'this is the best' jimin thought when he saw the positive reactions, he was glad, he did work hard for it.

he was more than happy with the compliments but somehow he felt a little overwhelmed, the compliments were overflowing and it made him blush deep red.

"please let me hear you cheer for the cutie of shooting star" the MC encouraged and the cheers got louder he was proud that he can dace to a bts choreo and not embarrass himself.

when jimin finally caught his breath an arm flew across his shoulder startling him. His face quickly turned to a delighted one as soon as he sow who these arms belonged to.
"Noona!" He smiled, she quickly gave him a big grin.
"So tell me do you regret accepting an extra lead part? "She teased.
"No...." he mumbled grudgingly at his injured friend.

" i can't believe i sprained my ankle today of all days! I was so pissed with myself! but then my knight in shinning armor showed up and saved us all'' she sighed dramatically wiping fake tears from her eyes.

Jimin snorts at her antics.
"Ya know you can totally get signed to an entertainment company. I don't understand how you are not an idol yet "
"Well the last company i trained for didn't exactly spread a word about me after all i'm just a spoiled brat who bought his way to the entertainment business "
"They are so stupid! I swear to god" she huffed in frustration. This business was so unforgiving.

"Ok enough depressing thoughts! You have another performance to prepare for" She added after she saw the slight frown forming on her friend's face.

"Yeah yeah.. i'll go. please cheer for me noona" he said before heading behind the stage.
Maybe she shouldn't have brought that up she knew her friend had self esteem issues.

Jimin wanted to believe that money wasn't the reason for how he had reached but he couldn't shake off the fact that he was spoiled. So maybe they were right, after all he didn't control his vocal cords properly and he wasn't attractive enough to become an idol.
He frowned...... it was sudden this feeling of fear overpowering all his previous feelings of the day.
He quickly shook his head and started the music to get his mind off of things and to prepare for his next solo act.

The music was fast in getting his head out of the gutter, he was glad that he had something to make himself feel better other wise he would be depressed drowning in his negative thoughts and he didn't want that he wanted to be happy by making his dream come true he knew he could do it but sometimes he gets a little insecure.

But not today he won't let these thoughts looms over him waiting for him to give up then eat him whole, NO he was not going to let that happen 'not today' he thought giggling.

Jimin being lost in his own world almost forgot about his second performance he quickly changed his clothes and went to get his makeup done the man who did his makeup was very rude and aggressive, he kept giving him disgusted looks.

Jimin could careless about the guy's toxic opinions about muscilanty and gender norm. He was so over and done with that already, if he kept thinking of such stuff he would have commit suicide in his days in that horrid company. He smiled thinking of the people who helped him get through it his heroes not just idols.
In all honesty jimin didn't get through it completely but he could've been dead by now from stress so that is saying a lot especially sense he has such low confidence in himself when he is not preforming. Jimin smiled, he hoped to be like them and he was going to work hard for it, mark his words!

This was his own music his own music and this choreo was his first message to the world. When he was done he was content his heart full of hope and expectation, he wanted this soooooooo bad!