Crushing Love

People always say how it's just a crush and it doesn't matter.

"Get over it" they say.

I wish I could. It's hard to tell yourself to stop liking someone so much when that's all you want to do.

His name is Noah.

I didn't know he really existed until this year. We have only gone to school together for two years now but in a few weeks, summer hits and then it's back to different schools.

I'm not sure how why but He's in the "popular" crowd. He is so much better than all of them, so much sweeter. So much more caring. He is nice to everyone. Popular's and the non popular's... Like me.

He has dirty blond hair with a piece of blond hair he dyed in the very front just a couple weeks ago.

I think it's adorable no matter what others say. In my eyes he is flawless, a perfect work of art.

He is good at sports but baseball is his thing. He has been playing for a long time and I have yet to seen one of his games but what I really want to see is him in his baseball pants. Is this wrong? Some may think so but I'm so done listening to what others think.

When I think about him, I can't breathe. My heart jumps into my throat. He's perfect and I just wish he would like me as much as I like him.

~haley