Jimin: come meet me upstairs…
Jimin: I miss..
Jimin: ..i miss fucking you ;)
Of course. That’s something Jimin would text. You glanced at the texts and quickly locked your phone before your date for the night got a chance to see either one of them. Jimin was an idiot for sending you these, but his neediness made you smile anyway. Jimin didn’t like taking no for an answer, you knew that very well, but tonight he seemed really keen on getting a yes from you. You didn’t know if he was acting this way because he actually missed having sex with you since you didn’t fuck in a long time, or if he was doing it because you rejected him earlier today, saying you were already going to the party with someone else.
“What do you mean, someone else? Like a date?” Jimin sounded confused, but not jealous in the slightest, as you expected. Or hoped for, kind of.
“Yes,” you knew you sounded unsure, but Jimin didn’t notice.
You didn’t even know what this thing was. Jake asked you out of the blue. You didn’t talk to him that much, which is why you weren’t expecting him to ask you out at all. You used to have a crush on him back when you first started university, but it went away with time, mostly because Jake never seemed interested in you. Jake and Jimin had a lot in common – they were both handsome, lived for frat parties, and if the rumors were true, they slept around.
“And since when do you go out on dates?” Jimin scoffed and it sounded like he was mocking you, but you didn’t care. “If you want sex, you know who to call.”
Jimin was right – you didn’t go out on an actual date with anyone in a long time. You didn’t want to admit that it had anything to do with Jimin, but you didn’t go out with anyone else since you started sleeping with him. You made out at a party with a couple of guys in the past seven months, but if you were being honest, it happened in the first couple of months, when you weren’t sure that your thing with Jimin would go on.
That’s exactly why you said yes to Jake. Fucking Jimin and Jimin only was something you didn’t have a problem with until the last time you did it - ten days ago. You ran into Jimin one afternoon at the campus and he asked you to have a cup of coffee with him before class. He said he’d buy you a cup of coffee and try to take your mind off of the exam. You ended up having fun, much more than you were willing to admit. Jimin was being very funny, he didn’t act as cocky as you thought he would, and he actually did manage to calm you down a bit. Instead of going to the frat house – where he was headed to when you two ran into each other – he waited for you to finish your exam, and when you did, you went back to your place and fucked. It was supposed to be hot and rough like always, but somewhere along the way it turned into vanilla sex with a bunch of kissing, not that you had anything against that. However, you had everything against that with Jimin. He was starting to mess with your head and you couldn’t let that happen, so when Jake asked you out, it seemed like a good idea to say yes. You weren’t dating Jimin, so you had every right to say yes.
“Well maybe I don’t want just sex…” you admitted. Little did Jimin know that a part of you wanted to add “with you” to that statement, but you stopped yourself in time. It was ridiculous of you to even consider that. You both knew what this was right from the start.
“Oh,” Jimin cleared his throat. “And you think a guy who takes you out to a frat party would be willing to give you anything more than that?”
Jimin was right once again. Jake definitely didn’t want a relationship with you. There was actually no point in seeing him when you knew he’d just want to fuck you, and you already had Jimin to cater to all your sexual needs. You just wanted to prove to yourself that you were able to be with someone other than Jimin. You hadn’t slept with anyone else in seven months, and that was insane – even for you. Jimin and you weren’t an item, it wasn’t a monogamous thing, there was no reason for you not to sleep with other people, but you couldn’t let yourself do that. At first, it had nothing to do with Jimin, it was just your moral code – it wasn’t like you to fuck around with two guys at the same time. With time, you started to turn guys down because you were scared of Jimin finding out and thinking you were sleeping with someone else – even though he wasn’t your boyfriend and he didn’t care since he was probably sleeping around.
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Friends with benefits | Park Jimin | Smut OneShot
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