Journal entry VVV
Hi journal it's been awhile and I'm sorry,but keeping up with all of his demands is practically killing me,hopefully it will soon.
The only reason why I'm still with this physco is because I'm sure that theirs still a little bit of my Namjoon left in their,I will do my best to find it.
Though that might not happen with the way things have been going on the last 3 months.
Sorry journal I have to go Namjoon is coming and he's angry.
"Y/NNN!!!!"He slurred bursting though the door. 'Oh no he's drunk again'
"Ye-yes...yes"I studdered in fear of drunk Namjoon.
"WHERE THE FUCK IS MY DINNER!" He yelled grabbing my hair.I screamed in pain and I knew this was gonna get worse,because I didn't awnser.
"Fine....I guess you need to be punished."He spoke in such calm and casual matter,but in no way was it calm.
"What? No...no...Namjoon please."He slapped me across the face.
"THE FUCK DID YOU CALL ME?" He sneered no remorce on his face.
"I'm...I'm s-s-sorry sir."I studdered again in fear.
Once again he started back his assult on my body and pride. I guess it's no ones fault but my own it's the path that I've chosen.
After he was done I felt numb both emotional and physically,but I was still prepared to endure it well that was until she walked in.
She had knotty platinum blonde hair,her face polished with make up her pupils were sapphire blue but the sclera had yellow bits instead of white. You could tell she did drugs. Her body was extremely skinny it was almost gross.
"Y/n come here and give me your hand" I did as I was told,he pulled the ring gently off my finger than slipped it on hers.
"What are y-" He cut me off a wicked smirk on his face.
"This is my new wife,consider yourself divorced."I was in tears, not from being divorced,but rather for being tourtured for long and for nothing.
I finally had enough of him. I walked over my hand ready for a slap instead I balled it up in a fist and punched him in the stomach.
"That's not even the least bit of what a piece of shit like you deserves." I spat then walked away proud of myself.
Sadly after that I realized I had nowhere so I decided to sit on the side of the road all alone.
"Y/n?"I heard a familliar voice.
Yoongi's Pov
"Y/n." I asked looking over at the pale bruised and battered female. She looked up at me crying.
I was on my way to drop off namjoon's gym bag,but that could wait until tommorow. "Are you okay,what happened." I asked. Since highschool I've had a crushon Y/n,but Namjoon toke her before I could, so I made him promise me he'd treat her right,but thos doesn't look right.
"I'm fine no-" I cut her off.
"Obviously something happened and if you don't tell me I'll ask Namj-" She tensed." Did he do this." She looked down. " He's gonna pa-" I turned towards the mansion,but she gravbes the back of my shirt I could tell she was crying.
"D-Don't! I really really don't want to be alone right now!" I sighed.
"My car's at the end of the street were going to my house."I stated.
She stood up and walked,but started limping. I then just took in the severity of her wounds.
I stopped and then picked her up bridal style. It was one thing for me to hide my blush,but it was a whole other hiding my pacing heartbeat.
Once we got to the car I placed her in the passenger seat and then drove off.
Once we got to my house. I parked the car and locked the doors. " Now tell me what happened." I stated and she nodded solemly.
After she filled me in I was enraged, but I had to put her well being first. So I brought her inside. I placed her delicate frame on the couch then headed upstairs to run her a bath.
"I know you mustbe in a lot of pain,but I think you should have a quick bath before I dress your wounds." She nodded I went to pick her up,but she shook her head and hobbled upstairs on her own.
Namjoon's Pov
The realization that I still feel something for Y/n didn't hit me until I realized she had walked out. I thought this game I was playing would go on forever,but now she's gone.
Veronica,the girl I brought home to bother Y/n with passed out on the couch. So I raced to the security camera's to see if Y/n was still around.
She was she was outside crying, I was just about to go and get my coat when I saw Yoongi. Walk over to her.
He looked worried and mad and so was I. I started to sweat in fear as he turned towards the house.
After an exchange of words I saw Y/n walk off with him,but my blood didn't even begin to boil until I saw him pick her up bridal and walk off.
"Why the hell do I care I have Veronica, but I want...Y/n?"
YOU ARE READING
My Maniac Namjoon
FanfictionY/n is on her last straw. Namjoon still thinks she'll love him unconditionally,but she won't no one could ever hurt themselves that much. Yet she still might be able to, if he can prove himself.
