Desire (Completed)

4.

3 weeks later

December 15, 2016
12:26am

Amaru

"Riley." I whispered as I walked into Riley's dark room.

"Riley." I whispered again.

"Huh?" She spoke sleepily.

Her room was so dark that I couldn't see her but I knew that I had just woke her up.

I didn't mean to come to her house at 12 in the morning and wake her but I needed someone right now, I needed my best friend.

"Can you wake up?" I asked quietly because I knew her mom was sleep in the other room.

I turned on the light and I saw that she was sleep in her bean bag chair with her journal so I took the journal out of her hands and placed it on her nightstand. I then picked her up and took her to her bed.

Her eyes fluttered open when she felt herself being lifted but they quickly closed.

"Amaru." She whined as I laid her down.

"Yes, can you wake up for me best friend?" I said at the side of her bed, kneeling onto the floor.

"No." She whined, turning her head the other way and getting comfortable.

"Alright, stay sleep then." I huffed, taking my jacket off.

I walked over to the French doors that led out to her balcony and rolled up a blunt. When I was finished, I lit it and inhaled slowly but sharply.

I stood out there for about 20 minutes, when I was done, I went back in and closed the doors behind me.

I then sat in the computer chair and scrolled on instagram for a while, coming across a picture of a girl from our school named Jayla. She looked good so I double tapped the picture, locked my phone and then put my phone back in my pocket.

I sighed, shaking my head. I was fucked up about the situation with Amanda. I dodged a bullet because the baby wasn't mine but I gave my love to a female who didn't even care about me.

I wasted so much time that I could've been spending with the person that I really want to be with.

Pushing my thoughts to the back of my mind, I ended up kicking my shoes off and walking back over to Riley's bed as I watched her sleep.

"Riley." I called her, staring down at her.

"Amaru, leave me alone." She said whined, sleepily.

"je t'iame." I said, smirking and she huffed.

I was about to walk away until she spoke again.

"I knew." She said with her eyes closed.

"Knew what?" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Amanda was cheating on you." She said.

"How?" I asked.