Hold my hand and dont let go (bts x depressed reader)

Sleeping In the Same Room

Y/n pov

"Ugh do you hear that?" Jungkook said in the car. "What?" Jungkook interrupted Jin "SHHH! Its like feeling not a sound...and you awll know! That my feelings and what I say is true!" He said "Well what is it Kookie?" Hobi asked, "Her *points towards you* I feel that something happened today that made her cry like you know losing someone" he said laying trying to sleep. "Oh yeah I forgot Jimin over-" Hobi grabbed my hand and shook his head no. He knows doesn't he..."over what?" Jin said "Oh! Uh he overslept and it remind me of when my mom was sick before she died..." I told them they grew silent "Its okay! I have you guys to make me happy!" I said to lighten the mood.

Jin pov

We got to my big house and told them directed them to their rooms. "Ha sorry I only have 4 rooms and the 4th room is being changed..." I told them so Hoseok and Y/n could share a room. As Y/n walked past me I looked at her beautiful face and eyes but when she passed me she smelled of blood...her blood? No. She needs a lot of blood to smell like that...Jimins? We all knew about his secret accept Taehyung, and Jungkook. He probably over did it again!  I saw that Y/n had a little red on her shoes...

"OKAY I will take Jungkook to his room andddd Y/n and Hobi share the room next to Jungkook!" I exclaimed, "So we share a bed too?!" Hobi asked nervously..."Yes!" I winked, "Now go on my children!" Ahh kids grow up so fast... T-T

Hobi pov

"So I have a question...how'd you know about Jimin and his...problem?" Y/n said as I layed in bed and her charging her phone. "Oh well I was with him one day and he just told me out of the blur he's my best friend...I just wish he could stop." I explained to her. " So Jungkook he still loves me?" I grew hesitant, "Y-yes and no...he tells us that you are his first love and almost every night he remembers the night when you said no to him...*sigh* hes been going through some stuff with his family he said that he's alike to me..." she walked to the bed and lay next to me on her stomach and scrolled through her photos.

"What do you mean that your alike?" She asked "I mean that...our mothers left us and liked to beat us but both of his parents did it to him..." I told her, "Ha...He tells me that his mom wants him to come home but hes here living with Jin." She put down her phone, and saw that she was crying in a way. "Same...before my mom died she grew with anger when my dad left her and didn't know what to do so went on dating other men who were horrible. My dad was beat me and her boyfriends..." she said, and started to say more,"Once she died I had Namjoon and his family they took me in and treated me like family that was last year." She cried even more.

"Are you alright I can go downstairs and get some ice cream?" She nodded. When I went down I saw Jungkook looking and my prescription bottle for my depression and anxiety..."You take these?" He asked "Yeah so what?" He looked shocked, "So what?! We need to tell the others! How ling have you been suffering?!" I just told what he wanted to know, "Dont tell the others and Y/n, now can you respect my privacy?" I snatched my pills and grabbed the ice cream and two spoon. "Those pills dont help a lot. They just release a certain chemical in your body to make that depressed part of your brain think and feel happy but once it wears off it makes your brain stay the same as depression and anxiety." I stopped, "Its better than feeling like shit everyday." I headed up stairs to my room.

Jungkook pov

"Its better than feeling like shit everyday." I heard Hoseok say, I texted Taehyung.

(It was a easier way okay)

Hmm I'll just do it okay and get my mind off of Y/n.