Insucured With Scars

This is what happens to people it happend to me

So in my high school we have family's and I'm a mother of 3 sons and 3 daughter's one of my son's I have a crush on for this situation I will call him senpai and one of my daughter's I will code name her sheep.
So i told sheep that i have a crush on Senpai and shewas telling me she was gonna tell him and i was like no dont do that or i will tell your crush you like him.
That was yesterday afternoon so today Senpai and sheep were in the same class and she was joking around with him and she said ' haha I know who likes you' and he replied with 'what your mom' and she was shocked and said without thinking 'you know!?'
And he automatically started asking all my friends if they had seen me so he could ask me if it was the truth.
He soon found me and all my friends that knew were helping Sheep by telling him that it was a joke.
So now I think that they think that my love life is a joke.
But ligit after he left and Sheep told me the story I would not stop laughing.
After 5 minutes of me have a high on laughing gas I stopped because my daughter sheep seemed sad so I seed her what was wrong and bitch (which is my friend that 24/7 is in a shit mood) had started yelling at her telling her shit making her feel guilty about everything.
I soon lost it at bitch and then dick muncher and gorilla (my other two sons) started bickering and started yelling MUM HE'S HITTING ME.
The life of a mother ughhhh.
So when I told sheep not to worry about anything I'm only a joke I made her feel more like shit ughhhh good job.
She was telling me that it is only fair to tell her crush she likes him and found out that Senpai doesn't like me so I missed a bullet.
But I told her over and over again which if you read remember this.

True love will take time but will still grow if the flower is not ready don't force it open that flower will never bloom if you do.

I now laugh at this very day well it was today about how my life is so funny yet a joke and my phyco sister cheered me up by listening to Miraculous ladybug about 5 times while doing the LB and CN actions. My friends are ligit the best people I know.

If you read this comment if you think I should tell Senpai that it wasn't a joke or get my friend to do it when I'm not at school because tomorrow is my last day and I'm leaving half way though because this is a fact two 'everyone should now that they were loved'