I saw him from across the room, his golden eyes piercing me like a thousand knives. His name is Carter, hes in my math class. This club is the last place i thought i would find him....especially because its a gay club, and hes one of the most popular kids in school. The music booms louder with a familiar beat that could only be Blood on the Dance Floor. He looks over at me and i freeze. Unable to look away, i stare into his eyes as he does mine. He mouths something i cant quite make out and beckons me to come towards him. I swallow hard and force my legs to carry me over. I cant feel the footsteps i take, and i cant tell how far ive walked. Before I know it, his arms are around my waist and im sitting on his lap, straddling him.
"C-Carter?!" I whimper, surprised by his actions.
"Someone said i could find you here Nathanial." He said emotionlessly.
"But w-why I mean....your...you should be......your so popular i assumed....."
"That i was straight? Not even in the slightest. Ive had my eye on yu fur a while..."
"B-but why me!? I-I mean....im not-" I said as he caressed my thigh.
"Your cute, innocent, and I wanna change that." He said as i felt my face burn in embarrasment. He smirked when he saw the rosy color appear on my pale cheeks. He laced his fingers under my blue studded belt and pulled me closer. "Be mine, Nathan." He purred into my ear, wrapping on arm around my waist while the other stayed under my belt. I could feel his hot breath caress my neck as he awaited my answer.
"B-but what about Dustin?" I said, worried about my current boyfriend.
"Hes cheating on you anyway." He nuzzled his nose into my neck. I couldnt speak after that. 4 months with Dustin and he was cheating? I turned my head away, wanting to cry my eyes out. Carter's expression softened. "He didnt treat you right anyway. I know that. You're better off without him."
"I-I loved him..." I said, tears welling up in my eyes.
"No, you wanted to love him. Truth is you didnt love him, but you wanted to believe he was the one. You were afraid you wouldnt find anyone else" I stared at him in shock. He was right! He pulled me close so that my head was against his chest. The tears were now threatening to fall, stinging my eyes. "Go ahead and cry, Nathan. Its okay" I dont know why I was even listening to this guy, but I did. I cried, and I cried hard. His huge arms holding me close, I felt safe. I cried for what felt like hours, before Carter stood up. He still held me in his arms, carrying me like i was a small child. "We're going back to my house." He said sternly. He carried me to his car and sat me in the passenger seat. He sat in the drivers seat and put the key into the ignition. He started the car up with ease and drove off toward his house.
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"Hungry?" He said, his hand on a box of leftover pizza in the fridge.
"No, im fine." I said nervously. He took a slice from the box and tossed it in the oven, setting the tempeature. "So you're really....you know...gay?"
"Yup." He said, leaning against the counter.
"But what about Fionna? Shes your girlfriend."
"What about her?"
" Your gay and....does she know?"
"Thats a dumb question. Of course not."
"So are you gonna' dump her?"
"Why would I? Just 'cuz I like you?"
"Well...umm....."
"Im not going to break up with Fionna. You can just be my....my...f*ckbuddy...yeah...thats the word."
