Left alone for all these years
makes me wonder...why you care now?
no matter what you tell me
i will always remember those night of me crying myself to sleep
i will always remember those fights you and mom had on the phone
the endless bickering back in forth
the court battles
everything
there is an emptiness in my heart, that you created
you may love me
but you will always love them more'
i will never be has smart, pretty, or fun as my sister
i will never have a connection with you like my brother
they are so lucky
to have a father like you
