Chapter 1

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Mateo P.O.V

I was in my room listening to my music just thinking about what I did to deserve the life I live. I was always to myself never messed with a soul but yet my life is trash and cold.

"MATEO!" Ayo yelled knocking me out of my thoughts."Hey fag.Mom said to go to the store." I huffed and got up and on my way to moms room I felt a sharp pain against my cheek. Ayo slapped me and the sad thing is-im used to. I'm used to getting beat and hit by Ayo jus becuz I'm gay. I know I can't beat him so I jus kept walking.

I went into my moms room grabbed the money and rushed out of the house. I went to my secret place that I go to when I'm suicidal,sad,depressed, or just want to get away from everything. I go there often.

After I got home I took a shower and hissed as the hot water hit my cuts. I have continous cuts going up and down my arms. Some old some new. I don't want you to feel sorry for me. I deserve this. Nobody in my house knows I cut or suicidal.

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