Just some shit thoughts

Drop by Drop

These tears come drop by drop

I just can't seem to get over you

The memories flood my brain

I can't concentrate on anything except the memories of you and I

These tears keep coming drop by drop

Maybe through these tears my sadness will leak out

Maybe these tears will carry the heartbreak you caused me with them

These tears keep coming heavier drop by drop

I try to tell myself that I can just ignore it, ignore you

I know this won't work because all I can think about is you and I and what we had

I can't help but still love you regardless of how much you hurt me

These tears keep coming heavier and drench my pillow drop by drop

These memories should make me happy because they're so wonderful, but instead they're the opposite

Instead, they cause me more and more pain because I've lost you; I've lost your love

I know we could be friends, but my feelings for you are still too strong; the gash in my heart is still bleeding

These tears come drop by drop

A/N: this is about my most recent boyfriend, who I had loved deeply.  A few or a lot, I'm not sure, of the things in this series will probably be about my journey trying to get over our break up, which is also my first real break up which makes it all that much harder to deal with.  Also, the cover picture for this one isn't mine, I found it online, which is probably how all or most of my covers are/ will be.

~Deathwish