Lovesick

Whenever I see him I feel so weird... I want to just to hug him forever and keep staring at him. I keep thinking in my head, stop it Alex! He is just your friend and that's all he is ever going to be! I just can't help day dreaming about him. I can barely sleep knowing he is not mine. I have never felt this way about ANYONE before. I see him everyday at lunch but I jut go on my phone because I get all awkward around him and I don't know what to do. He probably already thinks I am a creep. What are the odds? I will never be able to talk to him or tell him how I feel because I am to nervous and scared. I just feel awkward and not being able to function when I see him or when I am around him. I know no one is perfect but I am way on the lower scale. I forget everything I can't talk I people or make a conversation without thinking about it for awhile. Now I know why people use the word "crush" when your in love with someone because I feel like I am getting crushed by a giant foot.