It's hard to message. I have to keep reloading the page. My phone isn't connected to the internet.. I was tired and gettin annoyed because it took forever to get a response from you... I love you though.. and I did have fun.. believe it or not... i just wish I knew what I could do to make it more fun.. like... idk.. pvp maybe... I can't think of it... something that won't get you mad... I hate it when you get so mad you yell... I wanna eliminate that..
Anyways.. I did have fun. I love gaming with you.. and that's honestly what I really needed last night was to be with you.. I've been struggling to hang on... I just doubt myself so much that I get it into my head other people feel the same.. i love you. Always have.. always will.. sorry about lil me btw... she hasn't been out in a while... I hope ur sleeping good.. I've been laying in bed for a few hours.. still afraid to touch ur pillow... I feel like I'm scared to get super close now almost... I know how bad it's gonna hurt if you leave... and ugh.. I just.. idk I don't want that..
I'm gonna close my eyes for a bit my heads hurting.. I love you.. with all my heart...,
