If someone asks we're just friends(Connor Franta fanfic)

To be or not to be...

Little black dress..every girl's best friend.It hides if you have a kilogram over the top and shows your best figures.I have to be like this tonight.I have to be mointless,act like I've met them for the first time.Mike hugged me from behind when I was looking at a mirror.He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my cheek slowly: "Nothing is going to happen as long as I'm here" he would say.I try to put on a smile just for him,I can't be a bitch to him,I really do like him I'm just not sure in what way-friends or more.Once I think we're just friends and the second I need him with me and I feel safer with him.

The whole ride there I would just repeat to myself "It's cool it's fine" I rested my head so I can look at Mike in the drivers seat he looked at me with those kind deep eyes and took my hand kissing it.Show time.We were there.And I found out that Connor and Mike are in one dressing room and Amber and I are in the other.I just took a deep breath and went in.She was already there getting ready.And seriously I wear more clothes to the beach than she is wearing right now.If he really loves her,he really needs to go to the eye doctor first.

-"Well I never thought I would have to see your sad face again" Amber said

-"Seeing your face isn't the brightest part of my day either"

-"Is that a way to talk to the girl that your ex boyfriend loves?"

-"Sorry sweetie I don't think you finished that sentence correctly I think you ment to say "loves to use every time he need a whore"" I could see that with this I cought her off guard so I felt proud because she didn't know how to answer.Then they told us to go to the  guys' dressing room to meet the host so we went out,got in met him and Connor wanted to say Hi to me but I just went a few steps behind and went down my road.Amber and Mike went out first and Connor and I were going out second.When we were supposed to go he went first and closed the door facing me to keep me from going out

-"We have to talk" he said

-"Well we are on a talk show"

-"Here's my hotel name,number.Meet me tomorrow at 11am here.To talk in private"

I took the  piece of paper and said cold

-"Can I go now?"

-"Sure,let's go"

He opened the door for me and we joined our pairs.We were just talking about career,how we started this and Amber said she was practically a prostitute at first -I wasn't surprised because looking back I could see it.And seeing Connor's "I wanna get out and I wanna get out now" face I scooted over to Mike more and then came the question I was so afraid to be asked

-"Ann,Mike you two are the new IT couple,tell us the truth...Are you in love?"

I just put on a huge smile and turned to Mike kissing him passionately.Everything was blowing up around us and I just loved myself then.I felt the connection with him and I was afraid to say that I really thought about if I should see Connor tomorrow.I would have to think about it deeply.After the show we barely got to our car,I've never seen so many cameras.When we finally made it,we managed to lose the paparazzi somehow and go to the beach.Mike just freely sat on his seat looking at me touching my face like a rose pedal.

-"So I could see you made up your mind tonight"

-"I do feel a strong bond with you,let's just be a normal couple,not go to fast ok?"

-"Sure"

He lifted me from my seat and put me in his lap.I didn't want to do anything about it I wanted to be where I was.With him.He gives me the life that I want and I feel so alive.

We went home.That went a lot better than I thought.We just fell asleep instantly.We were exhausted and that was the first night he slept by my side.And...I felt safe.

I opened my eyes to see coffee,breakfast on Mike's side with a note.

"Morning beautiful,sorry I'm not there to see your pretty facd wake up.I have to go for work I won't be home untill dark.See you then.P.S guess who made the front cover? Look under your plate.Love you and can't wait to hear your vocie again. <3"

Awww that was soo sweet of him...I looked at the magazine and we were on the cover kissing.We make a really good couple WOOW. But one thing cought my eye..this part of the text:

"...one of the it couples enjoying themself on the beach while the other one fights really bad in the dressing room..."

Ohhh so problems in heaven,ha?Oh well,but there is still a question here...Should I go to Connor in a couple of hours? To be or not to be?Hmmm...