for him. A bradley simpson fanfic

Chapter 6

                //1 WEEK LATER//

Since I was gone on my trip for about a month I failed math since I didn't have all my notes. My math teacher told me if I write all my notes from this period and print it she would give extra points so, I can pass her class. I only had 4 days and I had to do other projects due that week. SO, I was getting pretty stressed out.

Brad on the other hand, was more on to me. I started to panic and avoided him a little, just so I stopped liking him. I guess so that I also stop getting on to him.

One day he sends me a texts saying:

Brad: Hey Madds, I just wanted to ask if you don't want to talk to me or if you felt uncomfortable, just tell me, because honestly you're pretty obvious and I can't do a lot with that.

Me: No, it's not that I don't want to talk to you anymore. I feel that you want to be more than just friends.

Brad: No, if I wanted that, I would've told you from the beginning. Honestly I'm not looking for anything. I am on to you although, I don't want anything with you, just being your friend.

Me: I'm so sorry. It was a misunderstanding. Since, everyone told me you wanted something with me... even the teachers... I just panicked.

Brad: Not at all. It's just if you didn't want anything, you just had to tell me.

(Wtf I did...)

We just kept talking about other things. When he fell asleep, I suppose since he didn't answer me.

Ever since that conversation, he stopped talking to me by text and at school. I didn't know why. It's been 3 days. I started to feel alone, sad and mad. At school I sometimes felt alone since, my "friends" left me at times. I just wanted to cry so bad... It was a Thursday, after school my mom picked me up and took me to my grandmas so I could see my dad before he went to the hospital to get checked up and injury he had on his back.

I told my dad how I felt. He hugged me and told me to figure out why I was feeling sad. So he can help me make it better. I left and when I got home my mom made dinner. I wasn't hungry, she told me to eat just a little. I refused. I just went to my room. When suddenly I got a message...

Brad: Madds

Me: Brads

Brad: How are you?

Me: Good (?) you?

Brad: Like shit.

Me: why?

Brad: I was in love with someone.

Me: And?

Brad: Well, she hurt me.

Me: If you really love her, keep trying.

Brad: No, I'm full of it.

Me: Then leave her alone.

Brad: Have you felt alone.

(Just how I feel)

Me: You gave no idea.

Brad: Lately, idk I feel like I just don't fit anywhere.

Me: Same. I feel like everything is moving yet, I can't move.

Brad: I have to write.

Me: Then do it.

Brad: Fuck, idk. We all have a reason to live.

Me: Yeah but, why?

Brad: Madd, you don't know me yet. I'm crazy in a way, not a mad one. I just have too many things on my mind.

Me: We are all cray in a way. I've been thinking about it lately. Well about everything.

Brad: I feel weird.

Me: And now there are 2.

That's when I fell asleep. I then woke up at 9:00pm. I took a shower, I just sat letting the warm water soak all of me. I got out and changed to some shorts and a big t-shirt. And went back to sleep.

//THE NEXT DAY//

It was 6:20am. I changed into my black jeans and a grey long sleeve shirt, my scarf and put my black vans. Brushed my hair and had breakfast. I didn't feel too good so I didn't even put any makeup. I just went to school because I had 3 exams. I had 2 exams on my first 2 periods. Then I had math, I started to feel sick. I fell asleep in class. When Michell woke me up.

-Madd, what's wrong?

-Just feeling sick...

-Here, copy this and turn it in. It's almost break time.

-Thank you Mich.

I did as told and as soon as the bell rang I left my classroom. I sat down with Ava and 3 more friends. Brad saw me and just said hi to me. Finally, my last exam. As soon as I finished I called my mom and asked if she could pick me up. She said she was at my school in about 15 minutes.

The bell rang five minutes later. When suddenly my mom calls me and tells me she's outside. I grab my stuff and head downstairs. When suddenly I see Brad. I just say goodbye to him and leave.

My mom leaves me home.

-I have to do some things. I'll be back around 6:00 alright?

-Okay bye.

I went straight up to my room and dropped myself on my bed. I started drifting off to sleep. When suddenly my phone rings.

Brad: Babe, what's up? What's wrong?

Me: Idk, just feeling ill, I guess.

I fell asleep. And woke up 4 hours later.

Brad: Really?

Brad: Damn, I would've taken something to you but, I'm not even home.

Me: How cute. But, don't worry.

Brad just changed the topic. I fell asleep again. And this time woke up around 7:00pm when my mom got home.