She's a mystery {Harry Styles}

What is wrong with me?

when we got home the first was looking for my father. i look everywhere and didnt find him, so i went back to jack and found him in the kitchen.
"so if my father wanted me home so badly, why is he isnt here?" i said
"he didnt call you" jack said
"so who did?" i said
"i did, i was worried about you, so i went to your school some people told me they saw you with a hot guy going to the football field" he said looking away
"i....i saw how almost kissed you and i couldnt take it, so i grab him" he said
"why?" i said getting closer
"because, i care about you" he said
"jack, look at me" i said i put my hand in his face
" i can take care of myself" i said
"but still you are a girl and he is a guy and i know what will happen next if i wasnt there on time" he said
i hugged him, he hugged back. does he have feelings for me? but real feelings. or do i have real feelings for him?
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at the next day i woke up, i get out of my bed go to the balcony and see the beautiful sea, i close my eyes and think of being free. moments later i heard my phone ringging. it was a text from andrea
from: andrea
to: alex
heeeeeyyyyy you neeeed to knoow something, zayn just found a place where we can perform this Christmas!!!!!
recieved
hmmmm.... Christmas such a nice holiday, not for me this is the holiday when i can never see my dad and no matter how many presents i received i never liked the holiday, i just like it when my mother was with me.....
from: alex
to:andrea
where?
send
i dont know if i liked to perform somewhere or even with a large group of people. i stop thinking about it and went to take a bath. it was saturday so i decided to take a long bath in the tub. an hour later i put on my underware and look at my phone with 3 texts from andrea and one from an unknown number.
texts
we are performing in the sunny star mall at 24 of December cause later is Christmas!!!!!
hey, harry from the guitar zone ask for your number so i gave it to him, btw he is pretty hot you know,but i think you like niall better, idk cause we never talk about this we need to TALK!
next Friday my house bring some pijamas cause we both are gonna have a PIJAMA PARTY!! YAY
recieved

i sat on my bed.
oh no, so that means the other text is from harry?
pijama party umm i dont know, but i dont know what to tell her or even wh-
i was been interup by the door open and it comes jack from it with a breakfast plate. he came with a smile and he left the plate beside my bed and he wink at me he was wearing a suit as always. then i realize i was on my underware.
"watch but dont dare to touch" i said turning away and i went to my closet.
i didnt hear any talking i just heard steps getting closer, i turn away and he grab my hand i let go of my phone, he push me in the wall
"why i cant touch you and that guy from yesterday could?" he said angry
i use my other hand to touch his face and going down to his chest and when he was distracted i kick him and push him to the floor and i was on the top, i grab both of his hands
" I DONT KNOW IT JUST HAPPEN OKAY?!!!" i said in an angry mood
"what does that even mean?" he said more calm, but confuse
i said nothing and just stand up and then he stand up too, he clean himself and i went to look for some clothes.
"you know were the exit is" i said
"enjoy your breakfast" he said
"thanks" i said
"you are welcome" he said closing the door
after i dress up with a shirt and some sweatpants i think that this pijama party could be good and i think this could work. after sending the text to andrea i went to see if the unknown number is harry.
texts
hey how are you doing? -H
received
yes this is definitely him
texts
hey how are you doing? -H
hey im good here-A
sent
what is wrong with me? this is not me. i will never have answer that text, not even looking at it.
i sigh. i look up and hear that the room was very quiet, so i get up and turn on my ipod and shuffle around until i heard the ringtone of a text. first i thought it was andrea sending me some emojis...but it wasnt. it was harry.
texts
hey why they baboon ask the giraff why the face so long?
recieved
i think he is trying to make some kind of joke.
texts
hey why they baboon ask the giraff why the face so long?
why?
cause he thought that his face was his neck! hahaha
ummm ok?
oh please tell me you like it :)
no
oh, rude........
....but i like it.
you know, i have to go now
bye
ok see yah on monday!
recieved
i decided not to respond cause i dont know what to do and part of me tells me to stop talking to him but other part tells me to keep going.
WHAT. IS. THIS.
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Friday came very fast everybody was excited cause it was Friday and none of the teachers left homework. thanksgiving was very soon like in 1 week or so. my dad and i are sometimes together in those days or i simple just watch TV and eat with Jack. but this time was different Niall invited Andrea,Zayn,Harry, and I to go to his house and see the football game.(seems like everybody was excited about that game)
i went to my house and grab some clothes to go to Andrea's house for this pijama party, it has been very long since my last pijama party. i ask jack if he can take me to Andrea's house, he agreed.
when we got there, i get outside.
"hey you can pick me up tomorrow" i said in the window of the car.
"ok, but does your dad know you will be gone all night?" he said been concern about me.
"yes, i already talk to him" i said
"and besides i dont think he wil be coming tonight" i said
"yeah you maybe right" he said smiling
when i began to take my bag off the car i saw Andrea coming out of the house
"YAY !!! you came" she said jumping and hugging on me
"hey who's this guy? is he your boyfriend?" she said waving at jack
jack began to laugh
"have a good night ladies, bye" he said winking and smiling at us then he leave
"oh, he is so nice! why you only have the good looking guys always?!" she said
fuck. was the only thing going in my mind
"oh its cold outside lets go inside" she said grabbing my bag inside
"mom, she's Alexandra" she said
"just alex" i said
"well nice to meet you 'just alex' " Andrea's mom began to laugh
"we will be on my room if you need us" Andrea said taking my bag upstairs
we were going upstairs when i saw a room and a little boy was inside that room about 7-9 years old.
"is he your brother?" i ask
"yes, he is suppose to be sleeping but he is very stubborn about it" she said
when we arrive to Andrea's room i saw a lot of posters and stikers and many colors on her room. like a normal teenage girl.
"soooooo?" she said sitting down
"so what?" i said
"do you want to play truth or dare?" she said
"sure" i said sitting down
"truth or dare?" she said
"dare" i said
i dont want her to know anything about me i better just do some random stuff, besides what can go wrong, right?
"ok i dare you to tell me who do you like?" she said with a look of anxious
"nobody" i said
i was been totally honest i didnt like anyone
"LIAR!" she said
"what?!" i said
"you're always with cute guys and they always look at you with a smile" she said
"but that dosent mean that i like them" i said
"mmm, right" she said with a thinking look
"ok, truth or dare?" i said
"truth" she said with smile
"are you and zayn a couple?" i said
i will finally know
"nope" she said
"w-what?!" i said
"what about what?" she said
"but, you both are always together and hangout together!" i said
she laugh hard
"sorry to disappoint you, but are not, were just friends" she said smiling
"but, that dosent explains much. i mean you both look like you were one and he is so dark with the other girls but with you he is like a normal happy guy" i said
she laugh
"zayn has already a girlfriend and her name is perrie, she had to go away for a few months and zayn and i were friends since forever and thats why he is very nice with me" she smile
yeah, because Zayn is only nice with her and ask her things and always say thanks when Andrea throws his cigarettes away.
later we heard the door opening it was Andrea's mother with a box of pizza.
"here girls pizza for you" she said
"thanks mom"
i nodded
she left the room.
"well should we continued or do you want to do something else?" Andrea said bitting a piece of pizza
"no, lets continued" i said
after i said that. i process what just happen wait what? did i just said that? i never would like to play again
after a while of playing and doing pranks we look at the clock and saw it was 2am and we were exhausted and went to sleep. later before i get to sleep i got a text from jack saying 'enjoying it? ;)'
"oh shut up" i said in a whisper so Andrea would'nt hear me
i reply to him saying 'yes, go to sleep you jerk' and send it.