Amnesia|| Luke Hemmings (complete)

And the ground below grew colder As they put you down inside

Valentines Day~ Linkin Park

~6 Months later~

Stacey's P.o.v

One year ago i lost all my memory in a car crash

11 months ago i lost everything that I ever cared about.

7 Months ago they came back into my life.

6 months ago i realized i couldn't keep lying to him. He found out and everything went down hill.

5 Months ago the shows got really sad and  no one was happy anymore.

4 Months ago no one ever smiled. No one spoke we all walked around like zombies.

3 Months ago the boys started perking up slowly while i was still falling.

2 Months ago Luke hooked up with a girl. My heart shattered.

1 Month ago i realized i couldn't do this anymore. I started self harming.

Since that month i haven't stopped and i don't know when i will.

It's finally time to go back home to Australia. I'm flying to Sydney then back to Melbourne to see my friends for a couple days until the shows start back up in Sydney. I can't wait to just get a break from the boys. I really can't handle this for much longer. There's a knock at the bathroom door so i quickly put all my band bracelets on and clean the blood away before quickly opening the door and seeing Luke my heart shatters as i quickly walk away and grab my bags. We are leaving in 5 minutes so i pass time by listening to some music.

5 minutes later i see the boys getting up and moving so i go and grab my bags following them out to the van. We arrive at the airport and finally get on the plane. I'm alone with Ashton.... Great. We move to our seats and luckily i have the window seat. Get ready for 14 hours of fun! Note the sarcasm!

We don't talk as the plane takes of but we both get bored easily. I turn to face him and see him already looking at me. I feel really guilty he's my best friend or more importantly was my best friend.

He knows how much i hate flying and as the plane goes through some turbulence i tense up and he grads my hand rubbing his thumb over my wrist which he knows calms me down.

"Thanks, Ashton." I say to him not wanting to look up at him. "It's alright Stace." He replies giving me a side hug, i start crying but bite my lip to try not to cry, but Ash already knows i'm crying "Let it out Stace." He tells me bringing me into his chest and stroking my head like the old times as i cry on his shirt.

Around an hour i finish crying and look up at Ash is already looking at me. "I'm sorry about being the worst best friend this last year. I'm sorry for never being there for you when you obviously needed someone Stace. I'm sorry." He says really quickly and breaks our eye contact, i can see tears in his eyes. "It's okay Ash, i'm the one who left you 11 months ago and who earned the scolding 6 months ago. I'm sorry for the past 2 years and leaving you for Luke. You are my best friend and always will be." I tell him stroking his hair and we hug. "Go to sleep stace. You are obviously tired." He says and for once i can actually fall asleep in my best friends arms where i actually feel safe.

"Stace, Stace. Wakey wakey!" I hear Ashton speaking as he pushes my shoulder. "I don't want to wake up Ash." I mumble slowly opening my eyes. "I know Stace. The plane is about to land." He says and grabs my hand. "Also mum misers you so tonight you are staying over then going home to Melbourne tomorrow afternoon." He says smiling. "Okay." I say smiling back at him.

The plane finally lands and for once a little bit of my life feels normal. I leave the plane with Ash and he doesn't seem like he will be letting go of my hand any time soon. "Ashton! Stacey" We turn around to see Ash's mum and younger siblings, Ash drops my hand and runs over to his mum while Harry and Lauren run over to me and wrap there tiny arms around my waist. "Hey guys!" I say bending down to hug Harry as he is quite short, we hug then i stand up to hug Lauren and they then  run over to Ash. I walk over and Anne brings me into a massive hug. "I missed you so much Stace." She says in my ear. " I have missed you too Anne." I say hugging her a bit tighter.

For once everything felt right in my life.