And the saying goes on...."Trust no one."
Even if it's your boyfriend at times.
I don't know who to belive right now. He's hiding something from me, but he told his best friend but he can't even tell me, his own girlfriend. My friends don't like him but I do. He's my first boyfriend and I really do like him a lot. Should I ask him about it? Or should I just forget about and wait till it comes up in conversation? Days passed and still nothing, but his best friend, Junior, who is also MY best friend's boyfriend finally told me what was going on. Apparently, Giovanni or Gio, my boyfriend bet Junior that he could get with Korrine any day and that he was going to break up with me. I never belived it. Gio insisted on keeping our relationship on the low but once we sarted dating for 2 weeks, I asked. I asked him if I could post it on Facebook and he said that it was fine. Once I did, my feed was blowing, friends texted me, called me, inboxed me, and school....It was a whole different story. They would surround me with questions and surprisement. Then that's when I found out. Gio was pissed. People were talking about us on the bus. He got mad. And it got to the point where he finally decided to end it. He wouldn't even meet me by the Art room where we usually do. Gio told Junior that he had "cramps" so he couldn't talk to me. When I got home, there was a text for me. From Giovanni Bayon. "I'm breaking up with you." My heart dropped to the floor instantly. We argued all night and all morning. "Were you really that upset that you had to break up with me?" "You can't listen to your own girlfriend, but you can listen to stupid people on the bus?" "Really?" "Ok, bye. It was nice knowing you." I was devastated but I moved on, knowing that most of my friends didn't like him and thought that I could do better. Next thing you know, "Ohhh, I wanna get back together." He had his chance and he NEVER listened to me. He was my first kiss....And I thought that the first kiss was supposed to be spectacular. Turns out, it was all for nothing. Bye Gio, I had fun times with you. I'm going to high school and I don't want anything to do with you OR your brother as I leave this middle school...
I'll find the right one next time. But I still may never know if I can ever really TRUST a guy when he tells me to trust him....He told me to trust him when I was scared to kiss him, he told me to trust him when I didn't know if I should date him....All those "TRUST ME" phrases he used....was all a lie but I hope to find a REAL man that will use that phrase and TRULY mean it.
