12/11/2017

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The day started out like a normal day would but it just went south so fast. Yesterday Suggs said he knew who I liked and he still won't tell me who it is so I can know for sure if he knows and it's driving me crazy. Lillie said that he figured out the codenames but honestly, idk about that. I mean ik I told him HIS codename but then we changed it again right after that. If he knows then someone must have told him but who. Somewhere in the back of my mind something is telling me not to trust Lils but idk. Today at dismissal I stood near my seat alone and just stared out at everyone. They acted like I wasn't really there and I wonder if they would ever miss me if I leave. Would they even notice that I'm gone or would they just go on as normal?

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