I'm a mother fucking cat!! (Alan Ashby)

Who was that?

I had packed all my stuff and was sat at the bottom of the stairs waiting for Alan to wake up, when I said I was going to prove him wronging meant it I'm going to prove every last thing he said to me wrong,

"Silent? what's going on?" Alan sounded so scared,

"I'm leaving Alan" I said it with so much monotone it even hurt me,

"What? why?"

"I told you I'm going to prove him wrong" again more monotone than I intended,

"No" he was crying now, "no you can't just leave you can't tell me you love me and then pack your stuff while I sleep and then leave" he fell to his knees and cried, "please Silent please you don't understand how much I love you I can't live without you I can't live in the giant house on my own anymore I'll kill myself Cass you don't understand I won't do it intentionally I won't eat sleep I'll just drink and smoke I can't live without you forget your farther he's nothing but scum" he voice changed from shaky to venom dripping from every word, "I'm gonna kill him" Alan spat standing up and walking towards the door,

"No Alan please" I begged,

"WHY DO YOU CARE CASSIDY?! HUH? YOU'RE LEAVING ME ANYWAY!! WHY DO YOU CARE IF HES DEA-" his face dropped and he stopped himself before he finished, he looked so hurt so broken, "you love him don't you?" woah where did that come from?

"What?" I asked shocked,

"Don't play stupid with me Cassidy! you wouldn't let me kill him yesterday you're leaving me now and you won't let me kill him now either you're going back to him aren't you?!" he spat,

"What no! Alan why would you say that?" I couldn't keep the hurt hidden in my voice,

"Well what do you expect?! you're leaving me now so why does it matter if I'm in prison and the only reasonable answer for you not wanting him to die is because you love him!" he snapped,

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU ALAN?" I shouted, and then I saw something in his eyes which scared me to death, he started walking towards me I stepped back until I felt the wall on my back, he grabbed hold of my wrists and placed them above my head holding them in one hand,

"Do you like that huh? you like being forced?" he spat this wasn't Alan, Alan would never be like this, he squeezed my thigh and I gasped at the pain, "answer me do you like this? do you like being raped? being hurt?" I've never seen him like this, I started to cry,

"No Alan I don't please stop this" I begged,

"Oh is this all part of the act play the sweet little girl that doesn't want this but deep down we both know this is what you want you want me pounding you so hard you bleed" I cried out, I felt Alan being ripped away from me, I watched as Aaron injected Alan with something and Alan relaxed and fell to the floor,

"Aaron that wasn't Alan who was that?" I asked,

"This is bad Silent this is really bad" Aaron mumbled,

"What is Aaron what is?" I pleaded,

"This hasn't happened since high school"

Hey guys,

This chapters really bad I'm sorry I'm just trying to update as much as I can. I don't wanna let you guys down.

Love Chantelle. X