can you keep a secret ( zayn malik vampire fan fiction )

chapter ( 39) "good to have you back"

the chap songs

1-  before the worst by the script

2- you & I by one direction

zayn pov

finally I open my eyes to see alice opening hers too I leave diana's hand & rush to alice

"alice bbe are you okay" I say & wrap my arms around her waist she but her arms around my shoulders after about 5 mins we pull away from our hug

"alice darling are you ok?" mr walker say & hug her too

"yeah I'm ok" she say  they pull away from their hug & then all the boys & girls go & hug her except louis who just nod his head in her direction , oh I know he still can't control him self & I got to tell u alice's blood is a drag

"good to have you back alice " mum say standing beside dad

"thank you " she says but she looks so tired

"alice you look tired come on let me take you to your room so you can have some peaceful sleep" 

" I think I really need some sleep" she fake a smile & I can see it so I immediately know that something is wrong

"ok come on let's go " she got out of the bed & she was about to fall but I caught her

"you don't look well come on " I put her hand on my shoulder & we walk togther

we say goodbye to everyone &  when we reached the door she was so unable to move

"love are you ok ."

"yeah I'm just tired "

so I decided to carry her

"what are you doing zayn?"

"nothing just carrying you"

"I'm so tired to argue with you so ok carry me" she smiles & i even get butterflies in my stomach when she smiles to me

"I missed your smile" I say as I place a kiss on her forehead

we walk to her house & luckily her mum is not home yet but when she get here she is going to kill us

I carry her up stairs to her bedroom & pur her down on her bed & I slide beside her then cover us with her sheets she turn to me I open my arms for her she climb in & I close my arms around her , I feel her abit cold so I hold her so close ,her head lied on my chest her arms around my waist pulling me so close to her , I look down to her & kiss her cheeks but I feel them wet

"alice , love why are you crying"

she takes moment to answer me

"I'm afraid" she say whispering

"why alice there is nothing to be scared of anymore, he is dead now"

"I know zayn but I almost lose you twice it was so awful , I was shaking & crying " she say & hide her face in my chest

"I know angle I know believe me what do you think I felt when thay told me that you might not wake up, I was shaking crying but from inside cause I wanted to be strong for you, it was so awful for me too"

"can you stay don't leave me ever again cause every time you leave my dreams beat me & I see the worst thing that could ever happen , my bad dreams didn't want to leave me since I was kid I had terrible dreams until you came they just left , so don't ever leave me to my dreams again" she say & tears stream down her face