I hate the fact that my anger gets the best of me. One moment I can be having the greatest time of my life the next minute I could be pissed off and wanting to just push everybody away. I often think that there's something wrong with me but then when I think about it.. mother fuckers be having me fucked up. I'm not a fool so you can't make a sucker out of me. I always see things even if you don't mention it so the fact that you think I don't just shows me you're going to take advantage when you think I'm vulnerable. This Is why I can't trust anybody. Once you show them a weakness they'll eat you alive or use you and abuse you until they don't have a need for you anymore. I think it's sad. It's selfish how people would always do you wrong but only because they know you'll always come back, but what if you don't come back what if you actually dissapear and all the people who needed you didn't have you in their lives anymore. would they miss you or mourn you or would they try to replace you. There's 7 billion people on this Earth and I seriously doubt not one person is similar to you. Although I had comparisons I gotta speak facts. I'm getting off topic though and I lose my train of thought so until we meet again ✌🏾
