Love is Impatient, Love is Unkind

Dolls don't have feelings.

I lost myself completely.
Every care in the world or interest I had vanished. You left me so damn suddenly I was stunned trying to pick up all my shattered pieces off the pavement. You were everything I had, for I had changed so much to try and be perfect for you. I wasn't myself anymore, I was your personal mannequin, built up and altered to be what you wanted. I was no longer me. I was your art project that you gradually grew tired of. You told me my magic was gone, but how could I have ever believed that was my fault? I am no longer the girl who loved the feeling of spring or the uncertainty of what's to come next. I am no longer the girl when I made the biggest mistake of my lifetime. All the self confidence I once had is gone because I'm not me anymore. And that's all your fault. I understand why you left me now. I'm not the girl you fell in love with.
I'm the girl you built.

-Gabsviolet