Gone
You've vanished
Sadly you still exist
Still remaining on this earth
But no longer in my heart
Buried with the rest of my emotions
I'm a victim to you
So you mean nothing to me
You walked out
And yet expect things to be okay
When not only have you broken me
You've broken this home
But you're too selfish care
Too selfish to care about the ones
Who have given you life
And have grown with you
To selfish to be there
For the young ones who look
Up to someone so worthless
They're too blind to see what I've for
To know as fact
That you don't care
Not even for yourself
After all that has happened
Could I ever still love you?...
If I let you in
You'll run
Making me happy
Seems to be a fear of yours
If I open my arms
You'll leave all over again
So instead
This hell I live now
Shall be my home
So you'll no longer have to worry
About caring
Because without you
I'll be fine
A room full of mirrors
So maybe you should look at
yourself
Your hollow
Broken
You couldn't make a decision
To save your life
Because even if you did choose
You'd ruin everything
I hope you're happy
Because I'm glad you're gone
This flame that engulfs me
The anger that is fueling these words
Is all cause by you
Because all the promises you've broken
All the lies you've told
It's all beginning to make sense
You were never who you said you were
It was all but a disguise
To hide your true identity
Your real plans
To destroy my faith
Love
Hope
Happiness
DESTROYED
By your deceit
So I hope you're happy
Because you've won
You accomplished your goal
Making me question
What happened to
"I'll always be there for you"?
And yet u still want you here...
For you to still talk to me
For there to still be a sense of family
We've collapsed into an abyss
A void of hatred and despair
And you won't even bother
To try and see us again
If you came back it would be silence
An insane asylum that you've built
Mother and father
Brother and sisters
Abandoned by you
You selfish
Worthless
Miserable
You don't deserve these words I write
You don't deserve anything more
Then the silence we'd give
You hurt us
Now we only see you as vile poison
Come to tear this family apart
You've changed
You're no longer the person you
Pretended to be
The advice you gave
Your shoulder to cry on
Nothing
Now we're closed off
Hoping one day
You'll accept us back into your heart
But I won't be waiting
I'll stand there
With a knife in hand
Prepared to stop you in your tracks
You monster
