Love is an emotion that hits to hurt, that is all Shivaay has learnt. Omkara, who's lucky enough to find love, has lost his inner self. The silver lining of the dark lives of these brothers, is Rudra, their sole support. What cures the life of these...
He looked into her eyes, made her turn to him and was trying to be as straightforward as possible. Omkara made it clear everytime, that he hated himself, much to Gauri's ire. She hated many things about him, his self-flagellation being one of them.
"I'm a man who doesn't know what he wants from his life. I'm love-lorn, but I choose to spurn your love. I'm severely guilty of my faults, but rarely have I done anything to redeem myself. I'm torn Gauri, my heart bleeding and my life a castigated fire, I don't know what to expect from anybody, including you. We are just two severe spectrums, we are unequal, totally different, but we have accepted each other just as we are. No, it's you who has accepted me along with my faults. I just admire you, you're everything that I ever wanted to be, you're my dream, which I can never realize. " " So are you not able to give away your manly ego? All that you say is mere self accusation and I hate them. " " I know, but it isn't my ego, it's my incompetence that makes me feel that I can never be worthy of you. You're way more than I deserve, you're that angel who has come to the life of a miser. You're the resolute and me, the ever weak. " " Love never seeks competence or any sort of eligibility as such. I have never seen you as a torn man, you're just the person I wanted to grow old with, I always wanted to be by your side so that no one is capable enough to hurt you. I just want to make your life the heaven you deserve, you completely deserve me Om, clearly you're the one for me, that has always been my opinion."
He and his indulgent smile, weren't loyal to each other, Om realised. His lips broke into a smile, which either mocked her thoughts or acknowledged her love, seemingly it was the latter this time. He looked into her eyes, her honest confession moved his inner soul. He had to say that he wants her too.
" I am what I am now just because of you, I know I love you too much to just let you go like this, but what about you? You don't know what my life is..... You just don't know what all you have to go through....." " I have a clear idea of what all I need to live through, your older brother being one of them, but believe me Om, I can overcome all, I just need you by my side. " " I am always with you, no matter what may come my way, you'd be my all, forever. Am too sure of you and your severe belief makes me sure of myself as well. " He spoke with a wide smile, concluding the conversation, was the warm embrace completing her strength of will and removing all his self doubts.
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