Poems

#13 Dear Bestfriend

Dear bestfriend,
How do you do now that I'm far.
Now that We are kind of like the stars.
We seem so close,
But yet there is something dark.

I'm doing fine,
I really do.
But who am I fooling.
I guess I fooled myself,
Because in my darkest,
I feel it too well.

To be honest, I'm shaking and I could die just by breaking.

Because you're like a drug,
I need you everyday,
Every single day,
I need your presence and your hug,
Even if it's shredding me up in pieces.

Can't you see?
You're my confidence, you're my happiness and you are my sun.
Everything I do, every time I smile, every time I have fun.

It's all because of you.
You are my whole life.

And I keep telling myself a lie,
That maybe, maybe everything will go back to normal.

But what even is normal?
It's just a word,
A word to hide the painful truth.

Im sorry,
I sound so hopeless,
I can't even focus.

Even tough you can't see my problem,
My pain, my grief and my screams.

I still love you.

You see,
You're such an amazing person,
I swear you could move mountains if you wanted to.

Just with one smile,
And I could do anything for you.

Day and night,
I always pray.
I always fight,
Fight for our friendship to last.
But that's all in the past.

Because now I'm ready to let you go,
Even tough,
Even tough I will miss you,
I'm finally ready.

That is why,
My dearest friend.

Thank you.

I thank you for being
in my life for this long.