So school ended. And.. It wasn't that bad. I mean aside from the fact my math teacher looked like he was gonna cry when I told him I'm trying to move schools.. feels bad..
I'm glad you stayed and talked to me today.. if you wanted to or not.. it meant a lot.. like more then you understand.. and I'm sorry again for how I've been acting lately.. I've been.. not so good in the girlfriend department.. I'll fix that..
but I need you to stop being Superman... we know it doesn't work... you need to understand that I do get how much effort your putting into talking to me.. and I'm thankful that you stay up just so you can... it means a lot.. just sometimes I'll get a little selfish about the time I get with you because.. it means a lot to me.. I'll fix that too though.
I love you. I really.. really do Patrick.. your the only person I can see myself putting all my time and effort into... your everything I need and so much more than I ever knew I wanted. Your my best friend. And the one person I know I can turn to for anything. I hope you still want that future with me.. because I know I want it with you... it's the only thing keeping me going. The idea that one day I'll be with you.. makes it all worth it... your my galaxy purple and blue and I need you apart of my life. You complete me in ways I never knew I'd needed.. I can't imagine being without you.. it'd be my fall.. and if we ever broke up just know that I'd still love you.. nothing can change my feelings for you.. I'm in love you with you now and always... I just hope you'll love me back if not the same then close to it...
I'm gonna be at therapy soonish so I'll post another letter after..
I love you.. okay..? I love you a lot..
