Song inspiration: Alam Ng Ating Mga Puso
A very short plot— song ficlet indeed.
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It's not a secret to me. I know it. I can see it. Moreover, I can feel it. I am fully aware that he has something for me, something quite special. And the feeling is mutual. Ever since I entered the practice room and laid eyes on him, I knew right at that very moment, he will become a big part of my life. And guess what? He is now!
After greeting them shyly, I lift my head up to see my going-to-be group mates. And to my surprise, they all approached me with smiley faces except for one. That silver-haired guy with a piercing gaze. 'Maybe he doesn't like me', I thought. The guys seemed to worried because I was just staring at that one guy on the corner of the room. They all hug me to get my attention. It's not new to me, though. I mean, even in Thailand, men do the same thing. Being clingy and touchy. Yes, I am from Thailand. And, as of now, the one and only Thai in the group.
I thought living with them will be hard because we differ in personalities and nationalities. It was just a thought, though. Of different races but with one goal and dream. That's why we click instantly, together! Even him.
Do you know the saying 'don't judge the book by its cover'? Well, that guy proved it's true. He may look unapproachable, but believe me, he's one of the most goofy guys! And I was dumbfounded on the first time I saw how playful he was. It amazes me, he amazes me. And that time, I feel something unusual growing inside me. I know what it is but have to stop myself as early as possible. What if he isn't like me? I mean, yes he's clingy and touchy but what if he's straight? Confused? Well, I am not a normal guy who likes a woman. In short, I am gay. I never dated before. I thought it's just because I was focused on my goal but then I realized that it's hard for me to like a girl. So, yeah. But I was surprised when the members started teasing us. There was also a time when both Johnny and Jaehyun told me that he likes me. And as for me, I don't want to assume. But the guy seemed to proved something to me like he's living it up what the members are saying. And his unexpected move made me believe what the others are saying.
We continue to be someone special for each other. We stayed closer on another level but not to the extent. We didn't rush things between us. Because it's enough for the both of us that we know who we really are for each other.
Though I am pretty obvious that I like him even before he feel the same way towards me, I never admit it. I never say the words 'I like you'. The members keep on pushing me to say it. But, do I really have to? Can my actions speak for me instead? One time he told me he's not pressuring me about this one. Such a gentleman, an ideal guy indeed. Which made me fall for him even more.
As long as our hearts know what it really want, then it is safe for us both to say that we'll be together in the future.
