If I could take back the times that I gave my love away
From the men who swore they would keep me safe
I would save my love for the one who has my heart today
For the one who has my heart on a wild goose chase
Just thinking of your name has my mind trembling
Hudhi, if I had waited for you and you only
I could have given you much more than what I am telling
Before you and without you I was nothing but lonely
All this years I have been without, bumbling around
What we call life and nearly accepted that what I had
Was what would be. My heart was trapped and bound
Wanting to be free to roam, no longer to be sad
Will it be perfect? Perhaps not in the way those may vision
But to be with the one our soul desires cannot be denied
To reunite with him is not only my own selfish decision
I want him to be with me but it is not I who decides
