Who is She

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With my heart and mind at constant war
What I see and hear makes me slam the door
Shut. And keep the world out of mine
It does not matter if she is ever out of line
I will always be that one classy mistress
That is kept to the side because I am second best
Does it really matter what I have to say?
It falls on deaf ears every…single…day!
Slowly realizing the bond between you and I
Cannot be, if you hold onto your saggy old ties
Perhaps you fear starting something new
And letting go of her and everything you knew
Stop. Please. I will make that decision for you
Honestly, If the love between you and I is true
Then I am your heart and you are my shield
That door of hers should be locked and sealed
Shut. But it is open for her to come and go
Please remember we reap what we sow
She can lie in your bed and lie to your face
Even with that I pardoned with grace
Desires to have more of your children
And carries on as if you have two women
What kind of circus act are you pulling?
Is this not a relationship we are building?
Creates meals for a man that is only mine
Guess that’s how old ties are designed
To keep you there and not move forward
That relationship has long been soured
But it is not going to be an overnight change?
Do you think I will stay the same or perhaps change?
Humiliated me, she got slapped on the wrist
The things she has done has created a list
Yet, you are so very gentle with her feelings
And mine? I come second with these dealings
Because it is not I who has your offspring
That is reserve for the man I make king
Take your time in closing the door with her
Right now, everything for you is a blur
But if you look back at me while I walk from this
Remember it is the happiness you will miss

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