Please know this is an 18+ story, reader discretion is advised
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Interview
Jk: when bts first got debuted we were all just friends. You know, we got to know each other more through traveling in Korea together, practicing together,etc. it was the first time I had ever shared a room with another boy, (outside my family) and I was a little nervous, because I didn’t want it to be awkward. But it wasn’t we went to bed just fine.
V: I feel like this first started when I had to share a room with the rest of the boys and I wasn’t used to sleeping in the same room with other boys. We got used to it but it was a little awkward at first.
Jk: I remember the one day, we went on a talk show, and it was funny because they were talking about ships. I knew some people shipped us but I didn’t know which of us. It turned out me and v were being shipped. When they said that I was a little awkward and I could feel taehyung’s eyes on me.
V: of course i was going to look at him, I wanted to see his reaction. But he seemed so awkward he wouldn’t look up. After that day I texted him when I was in bed. It was about 10:00 pm...
Text
V:hey, I can’t sleep,lol
V:hey answer me
V: really? I know you looked at it
Jk: lol
V: finally, jungookie
Jk: why are you calling me that, weirdo? This is why we are shipped. Lol
V: haha very funny
Jk: lol
V: call me taetae
Jk: ok, why?
V: cuz it’s fun.
Jk: ok. Sorry for being awkward at the show today
V: it’s okay so was I
Jk: lol, it’s just that I never thought of you that way till today
V: so now u do? 😏lol
Jk: lol no haha I just gotta get used to this
V: yea same.
Jk: lol
V: haha hobi is snoring and its so loud he sounds like a dying horse🐴
Jk: lol I can hear him from over here
V: lol NamJin is like THEBESTSHIP...I SHIP IT
Jk: hehe so do I
V: so hey, can I ask you a question
Jk: sure but make it quick I’m tired
V: what would you do if I liked you?
Jk: ...
V: it’s was a JOKE...lol I got u
Jk: lol haha u did. I gtg to bed now
V: did I go too far?
Jk: no no I’m just tired gn 😊
V: is that a BLUSHY EMOJI
Jk: shut up and gn
Interview
V:if we're gonna do this, I’m just gonna admit it. Yes I liked him. I mean who wouldn’t. I liked him as soon as I set eyes on him.
Jk: I wasn’t sure how to deal with all this...gay?...stuff. I was questioning my sexuality at the time, so.
V: I didn’t see jungkook as a gay guy at first. But then, I saw him in eyeliner😏😂
Jk: V was crazy, and I never knew when he was joking. I knew he was bi since before debut so when he asked me... you know... when we were texting? Well, I didn’t quite know what to think. But then he said he was joking and i kinda realized that’s why I took a liking to him. He was funny, but could still be...sexy?
V: there was that one time...
Jk: yea the one time..
V: well, we just came home from practice and I was tired so I sat down to have food. Jung kook sat down with me and finished some of our leftover kimchi. He seemed distracted so I asked him what was on his mind...
FLASHBACK
V: hey, you okay. You seem distracted.
Jk: yeah, I just...well never mind...
V: you can tell me, kookie
Jk: it’s just that... well, I don’t know...I think I may be...gay? Ahhh. It’s just... I keep telling myself I’m not, but...I don’t know.
V: well, that is a pretty good sign you are gay, kookie, but it’s okay to figure out who you are. I went through that back in high school too.
Jk: hyung, is being gay...bad?
V: of course not...*slides chair over to jk* look at me jk. *jk looks up* society...well they don’t exactly always like it...but it’s not wrong...
Jk: thanks hyung...*moves closer to v*
V: *moves closer to kookie, parting lips*
Jk:*picks up V’s hand and holds it. *
V : *whispers*you...don’t have to do this...if it’s too pressuring...
Jk: *whispers back* it’s okay.
V: *kisses jungkook softly*
Jk: *pulls away* taetae, thank you.
V: for what?
Jk: for helping me find myself
V: no problem. *smiles*
Interview
V: I wouldn’t say this was a relationship. Jungkook saw it as something to help him through his insecurities. Me on the other hand…
Jk: so, yeah, I’m gay. It was bound to happen sooner or later.
V: I think after this, kookie was a little scared, obsessive to keeping this a secret. He always seemed awkward around girls, and it wasn’t for a long time that he finally told the rest of bts.
Jk: I didn’t want people to judge me, or let a label get in the way of any of my fans. Well, OUR fans. But, here I am, so that doesn’t really matter anymore, does it. Anyways, a while after all this happened I got a text from v.
V: I asked him to meet me in the bathroom. Because well, I….well, you’ll see.
FLASHBACK
V: *texts jungkook* *paces around bathroom*
Jk: *enters bathroom* hey
V: hey.. um..
Jk: why am I here?
V: well, I… I gotta tell you something.
Jk: ok? Tell me.
V: ahh...so you remember last year when we… kissed. *clears throat*
jk: yeah, why??*starts to become awkward*
V: it's just that … we'll ever since that day...we'll...I fell in love with you… I don't want to ruin our friendship but...I had to get it off my shoulders...I'm sorry I jus-
Jk: *pulls v into a passionate kiss*it's okay
V: *kisses back harder, eventually turning into a makeout session**grabs back of jungkooks hair and pulls lightly, moaning*
Jk: *moans back* mmmmmh taetae
V: *smiles while kissing*
Jk: *pulls back, running tongue down taehyungs face down to his neck, giving him a small hickie* mmm
V: *inhales sharply* kookie… your… so.. Good
Jk: I know *licks from the base of neck to the chin*
V: *runs hand under kookies shirt, starting from his chest down, wanting to touch every piece of skin.Every muscle.It was a need. *
Jk: *gasps*
V: is this OK? *let's his hand slide to the rim of his pants. *
Jk: *nods nervously *
V: *unties kookies pants, and slides them down his thighs, exposing his underwear. Slides cock into hand and feels it grow bigger*
Jk: *gasps nervously*
V: *runs hand up and down to arouse jk. *
Jk: *moans* h-hyung*feels the cloth of his underwear chafe his penis*
V:*smiles**touches tip through underwear*
Jk: I-*gasps again*
V: *runs hand along the elastic of underwear and starts to peel it back**looks at jk*
Jk: I'm not... *shaky breaths*... I can't... Not yet
V: *removes hand* im sorry.
Jk: no, it's okay*breathing heavily*
V: how about we get some rest *kisses taeghung lightly*
Jk*nods* pulls up pants
V: *breaths heavily, touching the hickie on his neck* how am I gonna cover this?
Jk: I have some makeup. Come on let's get to bed.
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This is my first chapter and it moves fast buy I hope u like...
