It's like a new chapter in my life, and letting go of a friendships. Having a friendships in high school can be tough, and I think that was on of my mistakes I made was losing a good friendships over a relationship, with one of the best guy friend I ever had. Everyday I have flashback and memories of the time we spent our friendship together, if only I knew what my heart was telling me, because everyday I regret it and it's not easy to live without a friendship. I know I cause our friendships to end, honestly I don't know how, but I did. We all make mistakes and honestly I don't know if I can ever forgive myself and let go of all my guilt and shame, yes I was upset about our friendship ending. I made a mistake, that is life it happens. I feel like this friendship was something, and just what he told me. Losing a friendship can be delicate as a glass, once it's broken it can be fixed but there will always be a crack. I made this mistake and I'm sorry. But at the end of the day all you need is a special teacher and tell them how your feeling or what's on your mind ,because a teacher always knows when a student is upset it there gift that they have.
