tonight i finally finished your birthday card.
i messed up. i forgot about it until it was too late to send something. so naturally, i did my best to fix it
tonight i thought i was going to lose you. it terrified me. i sent message after message, desperately trying to get ahold of you. i don't think you realise how utterly helpless i felt.
it was a situation i had been in before and a situation i never wanted to be in again.
life doesn't work that way.
