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Selena's POV

I was wondering what was taking Ethan so long. I had already called him about six times, and I didn't get a answer once.

Than my phone started ringing. It was a number that I'd never seen, but I answered it anyways.

Me : hello?

Unknown : hi, you're boyfriend Ethan is in the hospital. We don't want you to worry but when the ambulance picked him up he had been hit by a car. Would you be able to come up to the hospital?

My heart was beating so fast. I couldn't speak, my mouth was dry yet my eyes were watery.

Unknown : miss, are you still there?

Me : uh-uh, yes. what hospital?

Unknown : Kings county hospital center

Me : ok, thank you.

My voice was so shaky. I quickly grabbed my things and left.

As I was driving, tears we're dripping down my face and I could barely see where I was going.

Luckily, I got to the hospital safely.

I ran to the front desk.

"Hi, I'm here to see Ethan Cutkosky? Do you know what room he's in?" I asked the front desk lady frantically.

"He's in surgery, you'll have to wait." She said without emotion.

I sat down in the nearest seat in the waiting room. At this point, my head was pounding and I was tired. I forgot about being hungry at this point.

"Any family for Ethan Cutkosky here yet?" I heard a doctor as the lady at the front desk.

I turned my head, and she was pointing towards me. I stood up out of my chair and walked a couple feet towards the doctor who was in scrubs.

"Hi, Ethan's girlfriend?" He shook my hand.

"I'm just his friend.."

"Oh, I see. Well, right now we've just got done with his surgery. He has a couple broken ribs, and a concussion but he should be fine. He did hurt his back pretty bad, but we fixed that. Right now he's in ICU and he's unconscious, I'll take you to his room if you want?" He had sympathy in his voice and eyes.

"Yes, please.." my voice was still shaking and my eyes were probably swollen and red at this point.

The doctor and I got to Ethan's room, and he had all kinds of tubes hooked up to him. It was silent, but a good silent. The only thing you could hear was his slight breathing and the heart monitor.

"I'll leave you here." The doctor said, closing the door.

I stood there for a minute with tears streaming down my face.

I walked over to the chair next to his hospital bed, and held his hand with both of mine.

"Hey, bub. I know you probably can't hear me right now, but I miss you. I know you're in pain. The doctor told me what happened." I sniffled.

"But he said you'll be ok.. listen Cutkosky, I just want to thank you for being there for me through everything. I know you despise Diego for what he did, but I love him. I also love you too.." I said kissing him on the cheek, while a tear streamed down my face.
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Authors note.

Shit got me in my feelings now.

Ima update a few times tomorrow, babes.

Give me some suggestions because I'm lowkey running out of ideas.

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