I've had my phone all day.. I just needed to take a step back.. really think.. figure out what's going on with myself.. cuz I'm not being me lately and it's really gotten to the point of it being problematic. About last night. I was just hurt. I felt that you thought I was just being fake and it really turned me off.. I kinda wish I'd just gone to bed before I did anything. I'm shaky even still.. like I'm scared to talk to you because I feel like I'm just gonna make you mad. And I don't like that... it just.. it's hard to put it off like nothing.. I mean I've been really dead today.. like.. I haven't texted anyone back, or socialized much at all. I just.. idk.. it's difficult. I feel like I just need to hide myself.. then I can't upset anyone..
I'm sorry about ur mom.. I hope you brighten up soon... um... yeah..
