You're Still Here

Disclaimer: I don't own John Cena. He owns himself and or the WWE does. Also the title of the story is from Faith Hill's song You're Still Here which she owns. I don't own the poem either. On to the story and enjoy.

Title: You're Still Here (Song Fic)

Characters: John Cena , Brooke Cena , Christopher Michael Cena.

Summary: After losing John in a fatal car accident Brooke is left alone to raise her's and John's three week old son Christopher.

Brooke had just laid Christopher down when there was a knock on the door. She went and answered it and found two police officers standing there.

Are you John Cena's wife? Asked The police officer.

Yes I am his wife what's going on? Asked Brooke.

I'm sorry ma'am your husband was killed in a head on collision with an intoxicated driver. He was killed instantly. Said the police officer.

Noooooooooo! yelled Brooke as she collapsed to her knees.

She was brought out of her flashback when Christopher began to cry. She picked him up from his crib and sat down in the rocking chair and fed him as she rocked back and forth. Her eyes filled with tears as she realized how much her son looked like John.

Thought I saw you today

You were standing in the sun then you turned away

And I knew it couldn't be but my heart believed

Oh , it seems like there's something everyday

After she finished feeding Christopher she put him down and went to the living room and sat down on the couch , she grabbed John's picture from the stand and moved her hand up and down on it. She broke down and cried unable to except that John was gone forever it seemed so unreal when she saw him laying in the casket and when he got buried. She wished so hard for it to be a dream but she knew it wasn't. She blamed herself for his death. Had she not sent him on that diaper run so late he'd still be alive.

John I'm so sorry I didn't stop you , I should have just waited till the next day to send you for diapers. Said Brooke.

How could you be so far away when you're still here?

When I need you you're not hard to find

You're still here

I can see you in my baby's eyes

And I laugh and cry

You're still here

What are we going to do without you. Said Brooke as tears dropped on John's picture.

She just felt like her whole world collapsed on top of her. She didn't know how she was going to make it without him and what she would tell Christopher when he begins to ask for his father.

It's not fair , why did you have to die , why did I have to send you for diapers why. Said Brooke.

Brooke eventually cried herself to sleep with John's picture in her arms.

I had a dream last night.

That you came to me on a silver wings of light

I flew away with you in the painted sky

And I woke up wondering what was real.

As Brooke slept John appeared with a bright light around him , he put his hand up against her cheek as he bent down next to her and whispered in her ear.

It's okay and don't blame yourself it isn't your fault , I am going to be okay I am always going to be watching over you and Christopher. Said John as he kissed her on the cheek.

He stood up and made his way to his son's room.

Hey champ daddy will always be watching over you and mommy from heaven along side God and his angels , take care of mommy for me. Said John as walked into the light forever.

Is it what you see and touch or what you feel?

Cause you're still here

Oh, your everywhere we've ever been

You're still here

I heard you in a stranger's laugh

And I hunger on to hear your laugh again , just once again.

Brooke woke up the next morning and found her mom walking into the living room with Christopher in arms.

What's that on the table? Asked Donna.

What's what on the coffee table? Asked Brooke.

That. Said Donna as she handed Christopher to Brooke.

Brooke turned and looked at the coffee table and saw that there was a red rose and card , she found a poem written that read:

The First Time I Saw You

The first time I ever

Saw You

Was like my first time

To breathe

The first time I saw

Your hair shines when

The sun

Hit's it with it's light

I knew it was love at

First sight

The first time I saw

Your beautiful eyes

I felt like I was

Mesmerized

If you forget me

Just remember

I'll always be your

Lover

John John

Brooke cried when she finished reading it because she realized that John gave her a sign that it wasn't her fault lifting the burden off of her.

Thought I saw you today

You were standing in the sun then you turned away,

Away,