I don't know but I like it

~Hers~

Him

I lay here just thinking.
About something.
Anything. Everything. Everyone.

There's so much to think about.
Life. Family. Friends.
It all leads back to something.
Well, someone.
Him.

He's just there.
In the center of my thoughts.
Whatever I'm doing.
Wherever I'm going.
Whoever I'm talking to.
It's just him.

I've tried things to get him out of my mind.
Nothing works.
Kick Boxing. Failed.
Karate. Failed.
Ballet. Failed.
Soft ball. Failed.
Volleyball. Failed.
Cheer. Failed.
Babysitting. Failed.

It all just fails.
He's always just there.
Never leaving.
Probably never gonna leave.

If he stays I might go crazy.
But I think I'd like it.
Or just the thought that it's because of him.

He was the Sun.
I was the Moon.
So far apart but we'd promise to meet,
Even if it was only a couple of minutes.

I love the thoughts.
I love the memories.
I love the pictures.
I love
Him.