h o n e s t l y

i t s m e

i feel disgusted by myself once again
no
you do not like them
you should not like them
and somewhere deep inside of you
you know that you really don't like them
but something takes over you
about every month there's a new poor person
that you just had to like
it's like a goddamn love period
it's like your body craves someone
all of the time
and you just get your heart broken
once again
but it's not you
it's me