The Monster In My Head

Chapter 7

Xavieria's POV

The moment I realized what is happening I put my phone down and stood up with shaky legs. I slowly walked to my closet and opened it... As I was getting out my flashlight the lights went out. I took the flashlight to find my pills in there somewhere and swallowed 2 of them with a dry mouth. I really thought that it was all in my head again but after I got Peter's text and what happened I knew that it was for real this time.

I tried to forget but it was so stupid of me for doing that to a little girl that was properly happy and had no problems and were happy with the world, I hope because I wasn't... I hated the world we're living in and I still do. All I have in my life is bad luck everywhere I go.

{My dad cheated on my mom and left us all alone without a care in the world. Then I get friends believe that they are perfect friend, friends for life... Friends who I'll still visit when I'm retired one day, if I'll live that long! They weren't my friends at all! All they did was get me in trouble. Like little Sally Joans I ran over I few years ago!}

She appeared right in front of me in the room. When me legs gave in I sat on my knees head down looking and the ground crying, saying sorry over and over again. She put little hands on my cheeks rubbing my cheeks with her thumbs, quickly she lifted my head.... She looked at me and said, " It was you who ran me over but it wasn't you who killed me was it?"

I stopped crying and looked into her eyes... After I said that it was me driving the car she stared laughing at me once again saying, "No honey..."

I calmly stood up not showing my fear to the little girl and called Peter straight away, telling him to please come over....

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After 10 minutes he knocked on my front door. With fear in my heart I didn't show and invited him in to sit down, I brought him a glass of juice.. Before he gets time to speak I quickly said only 3 words {HELP} {ME} {PLEASE} With only that words I struggled to get any other word out of my mouth, I just bend my neck down so that the front of my head can point to the ground I started crying...

Just a few seconds later he was sitting next to me holding me in his arms telling me that everything will be just fine. I whispered, "It's my fault." He said "What was your fault Xavieria? You didn't do anything wrong, it's all fine". I asked him to stay the night and that I'm scared because of the people next door who were killed a week again. He agreed to stay and I gave him the bed next to the one I'm sleeping on in the guest room because I was so scared.

I just fell asleep and was then woken up by the sound of a women shouting on a child about a dolls eyes that she painted blue, because the dolls eyes must be black at all times.. I was then poked awake, Peter poked me until I woke up telling me I was screaming in my sleep as if my dream was real.

Then I told Peter what happened in my dream and he told me that he had heard it more then once in they're basement to... I have to tell him he has to know the true she's not getting to me but the people who I care about to. Because I felt for him literally but also fell in love with him.

"I have to tell you something Peter, and it's really important that you know. There once was a girl Sally Joans and I am a part of her death throw a real stupid joke. You need to know the storie......

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Sorry for not updating for a very long time but I have a lot of free time now this is not the only book that I'm working on so please take this calming will update as soon as I can!!

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