I'll never be the same (Dork Diaries Fanfiction)

Chapter 1

Hey there! Welcome. To the people who were reading my other DD fanfics, I'll put them on hold because I'm totally focused on this one now. It's going to have some Branikki in it, but it's not the point of the story this time. I think this one is more focused in Nikki ONLY. But It'll be great, I promise.
Plus, listen to the song I put up there. It's called "Never be the same" by Camila Cabello and consider it as the soundtrack of this fanfic lol. I kind of took some of my inspiration for this story from it.
You'll realize why later in the story.
Anyways, I'll just be quiet and let you guys read the story already. Enjoy :3

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Nikki's POV

Summer vacation. Finally!
Now I can relax at home, hang out with Chloe and Zoey, or maybe even with Brandon. Oh my God, that'll be like heaven...just imagine both of us holding hands and looking at each other, our lips just one milimeter awa-
Dang it! My phone's ringing.
I check the screen and see Chloe's number on it.
"Hello?"
"Hey girl! Me and Zoey are going to the beach. Do you wanna come with us?"
Okay, I love the beach. And my best friends. I really do. But I think I'm not in my best mood today. Don't get me wrong, nothing bad happened. I just wanna stay at home, I guess.
"I don't know Chloe. I'm not in the mood" I speak to the phone.
"Oh come on Nikki! It'll be fun! Plus, Theo and Marcus are coming...along with Brandon" she says mischievously.
I feel my eyes wide and my cheeks blush. Brandon's going? Then I guess I'm going too...
"Okay, Chloe, you won. I'm going" I said, trying to hide the excitement in my voice.
"Yay! I knew it! Now put yourself in some tiny bikini, Brandon needs to see how hot you are" Chloe said laughing.
"Oh my God, Chloe!"
"I'm kidding, I'm kidding!" She said, still laughing, "We'll pick you up at 4pm okay?"
"Okay, see ya" I said, and then hung up immediatly.
Gosh, Chloe can be so stupid sometimes. I mean, "Brandon needs to see how hot you are"?! I can't help but  to blush remembering of what she said.
I stand up from my bed and look at my closet, trying to find some swimming suit.
I search for good ones but only find one from when I was 9, and other that I wore when we were doing those swimming exercises at school. I'll give you a hint. Both of them are hideous.
But suddenly I remember something.
A friend of mine gave me a bikini last year, but my mom didn't let me wear it, cause it was a little revealing.
I search for the bikini, and when I finally find it, I look at it, thinking.
Should I wear it or not? I mean, yes, it's revealing but...Oh, for God's sake. I'll wear it. I mean, I'm a freaking teenager, and it's not like I'm killing someone!

*10 minutes later"

I look at myself in the mirror and smile.
Yes, I look great in it.
It's not like I'm the hottest girl in Westchester, but I've got some booty.
I hear doorbell ring and give myself a last look in the mirror.
Beach, here I go.