Little box, but huge pain

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Flash back

"Good night mum" I said
"Good night sweetheart" my mom said quietly.
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It was a long day at school, teachers didn't give us our break *aka lunch time* we spent it in the class...they all called the police and the hospital...they found out that someone in our school committed suicide.

Back to the present time
It's the right time now...I should know what was the secret that was kept away from me for 18 years.

"Are you Elizabeth White?" A mysterious man said, I don't feel well

"Yes?" I said nervously

"Follow me please!" He said I started walking behind him awkwardly, I feel that I am not okay.

"Take a seat Mrs.Allan." An old man said, as we entered a dark room.

"Do you know why you came here?" I shake my head no, so he looked at his files and then he brought a brown box with my name on.

"Do you remember Louie?" He said, I remember this boy, he came to me in our prom and purposed to me and I rejected him.

"Yes, why?" I whispered, I don't know why, but I feel there's something about him.

"He was the one who committed suicide in your school." All of the sudden, I felt a huge pain came to my heart, I knew that he would do this, he loved me so much, but I liked him as a friend.

"So I brought you here because he wanted to give you a thing before he died, but he didn't have the time to give it to you." He said, I literally can't speak or say a word. The man gave me this box and gave me a piece of paper to sign on to make sure I received this box.

I returned back home sadly, I couldn't believe the fact that he committed suicide because of me, I am a horrible person, I shouldn't have to reject him, I feel bad, so bad and a lot of pain.

" so hun how was your day?" My husband said, I didn't answer instead of this I went to the bedroom and locked it with the key. I sat on the bed and started opening the box.

First letter *the picture upwards was on this letter*

Dear Elizabeth,
Hope you're fine today, I wrote these letters to tell you why I'll purpose to you, maybe I purposed and we are married now, no one can know the future, at the present time, I wanted to tell you the reasons why I loved you, it can seem silly, but I really want to tell you about the strong feelings I have for you...do you remember the day when we first met? Actually I can't forget how sweet you were like for example, when I was sitting alone by the wall you came to me, and started talking and joking with me while no one ever did this to me even my parents. That's the first thing I really liked about you and this is how I started crushing on you. That's all I can say for today.

Ps. You're beautiful

Love,
Louie

I read it all, I can't breathe right now. I closed it and put it back in the box and I threw the box from my window. I started feeling the tears burning my eyes, I can't stop the feeling of being such a horrible person to him.

A lot of questions are on my mind, Like:

How did he got this picture?
Why he liked me? When I was faking myself in front of him, like I am not sweet at all, but my friends dared me to go and talk to him and play with his heart, I am so bad, I don't know what to do, so I turned off the lights and went to a deep sleep.
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•what will happen next?
•Is Elizabeth believe that he liked her for real?
•Can she find out about the pains that she will face in the future?

To be continued...

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