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So, I'm very heartbroken...You want to know why? It's Micheal, he, he left me! I...loved him...But I never really knew if he knew. We kissed a few times but, that was when we were nothing. I know we are an 'us' or a 'something' I love him with all my heart and he's the only person I care about! No one else really helps me and sticks by my side. But he does...He's the most handsome, kind and funniest guy I've met! I cried and sobbed when he left, it was like....My life was ending and no one would be there for me... Micheal had to go to Brazil because his dad got a promotion at work, Micheal refused to go and wanted to stay. But his dad got furious...He wanted to pick me, he loved me to bits. But Micheal told me that his family is not doing well with money and he told me he'd get me money, which I don't care about! I care about him and...I did not want him to leave...However that's what's happened and it's life sadly. I'm in 11th grade as well and soon I'm going to prom, Ahhhhhhh! So excited to eat all the sweets! Lol, but Micheal won't be there which will be annoying. I've always dreamed of Micheal being my prom date...I guess I'll go alone, I'd NEVER want to go with someone else...I don't want to cheat on him! To be honest we are not even dating...Our love just feels deep and so strong and it, it makes me believe a lot of things that aren't true...I did not love him all along he was my best friend and I met him in Science. I had to sit by him EVERY single day. When I went back home, as the mascara ran down my face, the night he left, my mom felt very sorry for me and gave me some warm cuddles and gave me once of her best chocolate chip cookies. I love you mom! She's the best. I love her as much as Micheal...Anyways all this talking about Micheal is making me upset, let me talk to you about WHO I have in my main class. So there is Lucy who never listens to the work and we sit by each other. She budges my arm really hard and asks what we have to do and it does my flipping head in...She's got brunette long messy hair with hazel big anime eyes. Then there's Aiden, he always picks on me and thinks he's savage when he's not. He's the most annoying guy in the world. He picks on me in a nice way and does not really mean it and is Micheal's friend. He is a lovely guy and can talk about his life and make others feels better, but at school there's no way of him saying stuff like that! He normally acts like that at one. He's got like a light brown hair and blue light eyes. A lot of girls have a crush on him but I'm not interested him... I still love Micheal. He's like at the front and Lucy always keeps telling me "omg! He's so cute, I want to marry him!" And it does my heading, most the time I Myhm it because I know what she's going to say. As for me I have this black, grey kind of died hair. At first I though "Meh, it's ok" but now I like it a lot! So I think I should tell you about Tara Anderson...She's a life saver! She wears glasses with beautiful smooth blonde hair. Tara is one of the popular girls but she's really nice! Underneath her glasses she looks like a glamour queen. She can be quite smart with Maths, Science and English. Those are her favourite subjects. I'm quite bad at remembering things and I have most my sessions with her so I ask her if we have any homework and she answers me question! She's a star! BTW Tara and Aiden hang around a lot and they are siblings, so they might pester each other a bit, lol. At first I thought they were boyfriend and girlfriend , when Micheal showed his friends to me for the first time. Micheal is Tara's friend too and has become mine. Some people come up to me asking if I can tell her this and that and some for Aiden. I love how everyone thinks they are famous and can bite, they are not like Mean popular people! They are sweet, because trust me...A lot of people I know who go to a different school as me, all the popular people there are vile and sick! Anyways there you go! I think I've explained my friends and a annoying person who pesters me. It's Monday and I better stop writing! My mom is complaining that I could be late for school and it's 7:30 ...Gotta go, I'll write later!


Later at break

Sorry, I had quite a lot of lessons. I had Chemsitry, Geography, Cooking, Art, Music and Drama. So I'm very sorry for the holdup! Anyways I'm back, right now I'm just having a little snack with my friends. I just told them I went to the toilet, but actually I'm talking to you guys. I'll explain what I had in lessons Maybe when I get back home. So, you guys are lucky! At the minute I'm not hanging around with my friends. I'm talking to you guys! If you are wondering Micheal's friends are very sad he left too. But they told me that it must be different to miss me...Maybe...He has been calling and sending some letters to me telling me how much he wants to hug me and kiss me. I can't even tell him how much I miss him...My lips feel dry because I've not kissed him in so long. Sorry if that's cringy but I'm just telling you the truth. I've been sending him som letters too. It takes a while to get there though...We mostly call though, it saves more time. But sometimes it's hard to reach each other, because he's soooooo far away from me...He's been gone for 2 mouths now...I know you might not think it's long but I your loved one ever left you, you'd think it would feel like 2 years. I did not talk to anyone till ages, until this mouth now really. Before I never writed...Now I'm just trying to write because people tell me it helps to express yourself over EVERYTHING and it's like your best friend. Anyways I must go to my friends now, they are calling my phone like mad! Talk to you soon!





Lunch time

Hey guys! So I just had lunch with Aiden and Tara and now I'm hiding in the toilets again constantly writing...So I'm quite proud because a few weeks ago I had a test on Music and I got my test results today, I got the highest out the class with a A+ Whoop! Whoop! With 20 out of 24! I was a bit depressed because Music is Micheal's favourite subject, he sang like an angel! But a boy version. But our music teacher is really nice so he cheered me up. I'm nervous because prom is coming up soon as well...Sorry that's very random of me to say! But it's true! I don't know what to wear, or what to do there with no one there with me. I'll look like a FREAK! I'll have to go with a friend or something. I mean, I could ask Zara and Aiden but I'm not sure if they have dates to go to. Oh well I'll just ask them anyway, I don't think Zara won't because she's not really interested into having a special someone in her life. I'll ask her later and I...OH MY GOD THE BELL JUST WENT! I must g



After school

Sorry everyone, I could not finish my sentence, I was going to say  "I must go! " Anyways I'm going to forget about it! Today I have Chemistry and Art homework due in for tommorow, Like what? Gosh, homework...Why you do this to me!? So I'm having Spaghetti Bolognese for tonight too. Saucy! Also my mom told me there was a post for me at the door but I timed her I'd get it later, maybe when I've finished  writing. I'm sorry this is short but I have big pages of homework of art and chemsitry. I must go and call Zara as well! See you guys tommorow!

Real life

*Kate closes her journey and puts it in her hiding space and runs down stairs*

Kate-Hi mom!
Mom-Hi dear, how come you came down?
Kate-I thought I should open the post you to,d me about.
Mom- Okay honey.

*Mom continues cooking and stirring tea while Kate goes to find it, seeing a big card box box specially wrapped up. So she opened it finding the most beautiful red dress from Micheal*

Kate-"Dear Kate, I'm very sorry that I will miss prom and that I'm moving schools but I love you with all my heart and could not help myself but buy you a red dress. A few days ago when I asked what your favourite colour was...Well, I wanted to know what colour prom dress you wanted. I got it all ready but when my dad told me I had to leave the country I was furious. I held onto it tight and in a safe place. I hope you have the best prom and I'm sorry I left...
I love you
Micheal xxx "

*Kate feels a tear run down her cheek and takes the beautiful dress upstairs and try's it on*

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Read chapter 2, to know more about Kate's story! Bye and have a nice day for now! :)

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