LA THRILL

epilogue

Camilla amour' lambertte

Mommy I can't do this .. Its not gonna work you have to get better (crying)
Honey everything is going to be OK ,I'm gonna get better and get the hell out of here alright... Stop crying
(Sniffling) OK mama I love you, I have to go so I'll see you tomorrow
Alright, I love you too

That was the last time I talked to my mother, it was really sad... The memory of her reassuring me and telling me that everything was gonna be OK was still fresh in my memory ... But it never went the way I had expected it because by the next day when I went to visit I found her bed empty and it turns out she had died the night before...it was sad really

But as if things couldn't take a turn for the worst , my father ended up marrying my step mother (hannah) who I must truly say is the worst.. She has two daughters and they are twins,they treat me like shit when my dad isn't around or when he's gone out of town for business, but when he's around they treat me like they love me just to make him happy... But even that didn't last

A few months after my dad had married Hannah he died in a car accident supposedly leaving all his possessions with her and so I basically had nothing, it really broke my heart... I cried the whole night asking god why he would do such a thing... Blamed myself for both my parent's deaths .. I felt as though it was my fault..

All hell broke loose in my now broken home, I had been living in a hell hole,my step mother treated me awfully to the point where I had to work just to stay in my own home , I was only 16 and I felt like in just months I had become an older woman..more mature for my age,my body tired...legs painful all the time and all emotions drained out of me by the woman who was supposedly supposed to love me.. What a life but inspite of it all I had my own source of happiness.

Music,that's what made me so happy. I developed a strange liking to dark music, music with soul and struggle. Seems weird but i really loved it. I would listen to artists like Michael Jackson all the way down to the Jackson brothers. This was also very motivating for me since i didnt really have a real role model.

Typical as it was,i was happy. I stayed mostly to myself just to avoid unnecessary drama, did my own thing basically although it lead to my withdrawal from other people
What's great about this is the fact that it made grow more and more independent amd trust me that's a great thing if you're in my position.

I have a dream though, to make it big in life, to be successful in everything I do i mean it's already in line because

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