I think, im done with everything.
And tbh, I've been thinking, to end my life for sure . I can't handle this . Everything that i did is always a messed up things . For instance, i tried to , change my personality into someone who is happy, and cheery . And , sometimes i would crack some jokes with them . But sadly, I didn't worked out like i thought it would be . Yesterday i tried to crack a joke with them, since they started it too, so i decided to join in . But, I didn't work out like it would be . It turned into a fight. Especially between my friends , and one of them are in relationship . And they're still in a fight. And it all started bcs of me . I apologize to them. But they didn't accept it. Funny thing is , when it come to them , i would brush it off .
Everything that happened bcs of me . Words that comes out of my mouth caused nothing but trouble .
It didn't happened once , but it always did .
It's not fair , that everyone treat me like this . I wish i that I don't met them .
I wish i was away from here