I look around and I see people smiling and laughing. How can they be so happy, just tell me how?
I wanna walk next to someone and smile laugh with them.
But I don't have anyone because I have always been the last choice to everything from sports to friends.
How can they smile without faking it?.
Or are they really good at faking fake smiles?
I try to be happy and people believe the mask I wear in public but once I'm in my own home its the total opposite.
How can they smile?
How can they laugh?
How they cheer?
When I'm here alone dying in my own thoughts and emotions.
Xxxdmoutxxx
