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PLAYING THE PLAYBOY [BTS X READER FF]

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Playboys seems to be enjoying their time of their lives. Won't it be really interesting if we, girls, play them too.. . . . . . Y/n is a weird girl who has the weirdest, nicest, rudest, unknown personality. She takes no interest on making someone fa...

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For our dearest, Kim Jong-hyun

                          
Freedom

                          
All I want was to be happy
And I've been.
But it soon fade away
When depression crept in.
I was happy.
Happy with the boys.
Happy with the fans.
Happy with the people around me.
But when they started to expect more of me,
I don't know what to feel.
They expect too much.
Perhaps, very much.
I want people to be happy.
I don't want to disappoint them
So I kept my smiling face.
I kept a mask to cover my pain.
I kept them so no one would worry.
Worry about how I can't handle it no more.
Tell me one more thing before I go,
Tell me that I,
I've done a job well done.
Please tell me I did good.
That's all I wish.
No.
I don't want you to cry.
I don't want you to feel shattered.
I don't want you to feel what I did.
Please stop holding me back.
Let me go.
I want out of this body.
I want to get out of the tight grasps.
I want to cut the ropes that are tightly gripped around my neck.
I want to be with him.
So please,
Just be happy for me.
All I want was freedom.
And now I'm free.

                          


                          
We all want you to be happy, Kim Jong-hyun.
You will always and will forever be in our hearts and minds.
We love you.
May your soul rest in peace.
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